You're Giving Me A Heart Attack

Part 53: Moments

*Louis's P.O.V.*

 I knew he probably doesn't want to see me at this moment but still I will go and pay them a visit...I came to the house and as usual, Niall and Amelia were watching telly...I went upstairs and saw my baby sleeping with 3 buckets full of vomit near him....I decided to clean them up since he probably woke up and thew out 3 times...After 30 mintes I was done...I putted buckets near the bed where they were...I went downstairs and saw Niall and Amelia asleap in cuddling...I went into kitchen and made some tea, Harry's favourite one...I looked over to see what time it was and it was 4pm...I decided to go to bathroom and take a shower...All my clothes were still in our closteth in same position as 4 months ago before Harry and I broke up...I took some jeans and black t-shirt and went back to bathroom....After shower I felt relaxed and like a new person...I saw that Niall and Ameila were preparing to go out or something and Niall approved my thoughts...He told me they are going out to let me and Harry be alone and sort things out...And with that they left....I locked doors since Niall has his key and went back upstairs...I saw Harry turning around on bed and putting arms on his stomach and on his mouth...I was thinking he would throw up and he did...He woke up from his sleep throwing in all 3 buckets...I saw that he was comfused seeing buckets cleaned and not full of his vomit and also hot tea on his night table....I ran in music room while he slowly got up from bed and went in bathroom to take a shower and wash himself....Then as he entered bathroom, I went to bedroom and again took all 3 buckets and cleaned them in the bathroom downstairs....When I was done with that, I went in music room again and sat in front of piano....I remembered all good things with Harry, how we became a couple and everything....All those memories just came in my mind and as I closed my eyes, I started to play piano and my voice was out....I was on the edge of crying when I finished song and then I turned around and saw Harry, my baby boy Harry on the door step looking at me with proud and crying face....I putted a sad smile on my face but then he did something I have never expected he would.....He hugged me.....

*Harry's P.O.V.*

This day was a day in bed...I was throwing up all day and all night, that baby didn't give me a break....I fell asleap around 2pm and woke up in 3pm by throwing up...Then I fell back asleap and I was sleeping until 7pm....I woke up again and I saw that all 3 buckets were empty and cleaned...I didn't care uch because I threw up again in all 3 buckets...Something was just strange to me...I know Niall would never do this because Liam or Zayn were cleaning buckets...Also I found a cup of hot tea on my night stand....I was comfused...Who would do that?? I went to bathroom to take a shower...That was a reliaf to be honest....After 40 minutes of hot shower I came out and heard some melody comming from my music room...I went to see and I was shocked...It was Louis...He was doing all that stuff because Niall was nowhere to be seen...I stood on the doorstep listening his voice and him singing....I saw he was on the edge of crying while singing it because all of our memories were in the song

 "Shut the door

Turn the light off
If I wanna be with you
I wanna feel your love
I wanna lay beside you
I cannot hide this
Even though I tryHeartbeats harder
Time escapes me
Trembling hands touch skin
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my faceIf we could only have this life for one more day
If we could only turn back timeYou know I'll be your life, your voice, your reason to be
My love, my heart is breathing for this
Moment, in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me todayClose the door
Throw the key
Don't wanna be reminded
Don't wanna be seen
Don't wanna be without you
My judgement's clouded
Like tonight's skyHands are silent
Voice's numb
Try to scream out, my lungs
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my faceIf we could only have this life for one more day
If we could only turn back timeYou know I'll be your life, your voice, your reason to be
My love, my heart is breathing for this
Moment, in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me todayFlashing lights in my mind
Going back to the time
Playing games in the street
Kicking balls at my feet
There's a numb in my toes
Standing close to the edge
There's a pile of my clothes
At the end of your bed
As I feel myself fall
Make a joke of it allYou know I'll be your life, your voice, your reason to be
My love, my heart is breathing for this
Moment, in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me todayYou know I'll be your life, your voice, your reason to be
My love, my heart is breathing for this
Moment, in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today"

As he sang I couldn't do more but just go and hug him...His smile faded when he saw me because I know he knew he hurted me, but I forgave him...I am having his baby after all...I just ran in his arms, the arms I feel safe in and like that hugged him with my whole heart

"Harry I can leave if you want me to-" he started saying but instead I just kissed him

"What did you do that for?" he said

"I love you Lou, and I forgave you...Liam told me what happened since I am not that active on social media...I know you messed up, but you did that to save me so I forgave you 4 months ago"

He just smiled and kissed me back...I asked him where Niall and Amelia are and he tried to copy Niall's Irish accent by saying his sentence :" We want you two to solve things out because Harry is a mess without you...I hope it goes all well when he wakes up...Byee!!!" To be honest, he is not that bad after all but it did make me laugh...We went in our old bedroom and talke for long 3 hours...I told him all about pregnancy, how far I am and everything and he was just smiling all the time talking and cuddling to my little baby bump...He was ready, I saw it in his eyes...He was ready to be a father to our future baby boy/girl....We continued to cuddle and talk like in old days and like that we just fell asleap....I can't wait to be a dada to our baby because I know Louis will be great papa :)