My Greatest downfall

Getting to know each other

We talk about the project well honestly I'm the one who choose because my partner is a freak and he can't talk to me properly coz maybe I'm a boring one,anyway back to the topic,so I was saying I'm the one who choose what will be put in the video clips so I choose the hospital.

I choose that cause many patients believe in miracles and some of them have a tough faith in God which I found interesting and amazing.I also ask him about that,you know who but I just receive a shrug.

Hey!its me yannie we will go to saint Claire hospital,9:00am in the morning okay.don't be late and also bring a camera.

Sent...message sent.

Well I hope he will text me back.i hope he do.

Fast forward...

Where in the hospital and we are shooting a video about a patient name Ashley Wane,a 9 years old kid.She has a brain tumor so me and maxson plan to interview few important question to her---like how can she manage to be happy knowing that,you know but she didn't answer as.

Yannie.maxson call me and it give me a shiver anyway he look so sad I don't know why.

Why Maxson? Are you tired?hungry?I asked
No.I'm not I just want you to ask the same thing we ask to Ashley earlier.that how can she be happy knowing that she's about to die. And how can she be so optimistic about everything? He said while looking at Ashley playing with other kids. There something in his eyes.
I don't know Maxson perhaps she manage that way, well if I am her I would definitely do the same thing after all I have a few time to left in this world if I would spend it hating God,blaming others,and pointing fingers would it matter?No.I will suffer more what important now is that spending it doing worthy things and spend it with those person who mean to you.I said looking at him now.
Maybe you're right.But if I were her I would ask him---God why he didn't allow me to be happy and why heaven curse me.he replied looking back at me now then after saying that he just pass through me but before that he stop for a while and told me this.Maybe I'm not as good as you to think that way neither being optimistic about life when it took everything to me.

I don't know what is he talking about or know about he's story,I don't know him yet but maybe there's something that happen to him that he why he hated life and God so much.I don't know..

We shoot the some scene like when Ashley is playing at the playground,while taking her medicine and playing with us,Maxson.So we decided to stop for a while and continue it tomorrow. We are packing the thing when Maxson just say something..

Yannie can you.amm.he said while stammering.
What is it Maxson?I ask
Can you stay at my place tonight.I mean if you don't mind.
What?!why?! I ask him be wildered.are we going to do that?!I'm not yet ready waaaa.what am I thinking.
It's not what you think okay.I just want to talked about the video clips.he said.

What?that's all?!geeez.I thought he like to be with me or spend time for me.

Okay Maxson.waaaaaa.yes! I have a time to know him more better and to spend time with him longer,yuhhooo!!

Know one dare to speak while we are in the car,he's just driving while I'm just staring at the window..Arrrrghh.do something yannie.waaaa.I yawn,I'm feeling sleepy.

Yannie, are you sleepy?go on sleep for a while I don't mind at all.if you like you can put your head in my shoulder,I really wouldn't mind at all.he said while smirking at me.this guy is really handsome.
No thanks.I'm fine..

I'm really want to sleep so I close my eyes and sleep for a while.

Yannie wake up were here.yannie come on.the mister said while poking my face I just slapped his hands.

Ammm.go away.I said murmuring
Yannie i'll count one to three if you don't get your ass off that chair I will kiss you.one..

Who is he minding me?come on man that an old habit to scare a young woman and I'm not gonna buy that joke.na uh.
Mmmm.
Two.....three.

See nothing happened maybe the monster are gone now but...

I felt someone lips are on mine and it kissing me!!!!!