Everything was different now. Even though felix started running at a white bird i just felt completely different. I just gelt like dying right now. My dad's dead, felix is outside and the thunder cloud won't dissappear. My mum is exactly like the cloud, crying like if she was the rain cloud and i don't know why i dont cry to. That night i started to see wierd dreams about my dad and i see how he died in those dreams like if i had his eyes that moment. See my dad was my workd when i were younger and there will never be any day worse than this one. Suddenly A clear white bird with hige wing came closer carrying somethi... Felix? I opened up the window and let the white birf in that looked like a Pidgeon but they aren't white right? Felix ran under my bed while the bird showed me its eyes that looked exactly like my dads. That reminded me of him alot and i got like a wierd daydream were my dad suddenly came towards me and said like "I will alwaya be with you" And so my "dad" dissappeard and after a few seconds he wasent there anymore just a white bird that keept looking at me with its brownish eyes. The bird suddenly vame closer to me and flew up like it was my pet and sat on my shoulder untill it started to sleep. So maybe it was destiny for me to get an other pet, well this bird wasn't like any other. So i laud it down on my bed and ran to mum. She was still crying but i didn't think of that. Ehm mum? I asked her with a quiet voice. Can i keep this pet that came in my room? Without thinking she just said "Whatever". So i walked to my room and saw that the birf were missing and that there were a mail on my bed. Felix came out from his hiding place and he jumped up on my knee. What could it possibly say? I decided not to open it uet but when I've goten a bit better and when my tummy would be better i would open it.
