You know how it feels like when you wake up on your bad side and have no control over yourself? Well thats what's been happening to me the last few days. I just don't want to but i still get this anger for 5 seconds whenever i wake up and i don't get why. You know whenever you didn't sleep well and you get that morning well that's how it feels for me. After those 5 seconds (And I get control over myself) I go down to the kitchen where Felix is waiting to get food and my mum's sitting half awake, Guess she didn't sleep well either. She tells me to sit infront of her becouse of a "thing" she wants to talk about. So i sit infront of her with my bowl of serial that i normaly do and she tells me about the spain trip where going to do.
- I thought abou if we could invite your grandparents to this trip? she asked me with a normal "mum's happy" voice. I didn't see why we wouldn't so i just said like:
-Sure, I don't get why not so i woul'd be happy if they came with us! She smiled up and called my grandparents. This would be fantastic!
Late that night i got one more dream about my dad and it was still about the letter that the bird gave me. But I still don't think that i schould open it just yet becouse of that it don't feel like the right time to open it right now.
When i fanally got rid of the anger that morning i checked my phone and had a awfull lot of messages from friends and grandma. My friends wanted to do something the last days before the trip while my grandma were asking if they could come over a bit earlier so we could be together some time before we go. I said no to my grandma's offer and took of to Giver's place like we always would meet at. Everyone was there but Manov who had head aches so he wasn't there. We started to ask around what we would do but no one seemed to have any ideas (Like we never do). So we just relaxed and watched some fun shows on tv together and talked about the rest of the summerbreak and what we would do. The most of us would mostley just spend our time at home or on vacation. Vendela would like me, go on a vacation but she didn't say where and the rest of the Gang were going to stay home, they all asked if they were alowed to feed Felix and take care of him while i were gone but, well i were going to take him with me so i just said "No, hes coming with me to Spain". After all of us had said what we were going to do the rest of the summerbreak I walked home were i'd find mum sitting peting Felix. I asked her about the day and she said "Well uh fine!" Like if she were hiding something that she didn't want me to here. Whenever Felix saw me he ran to me and he folowed me to my room where i keept reading my book.
- Darling! my mum shouted, Could you come help me with a thing? I came to the living room where she was looking at some cute puppies.
- I though't that it would be a great experience if we got a puppie! I stood still for a second, And asked her why she would want a dog, Well i thought about your dad and he always wanted a dog his entire life but never got one so i though't that it would be fun if we made his dream come true! I thinked about it.
-Well mum would it be me that walked the dog and fed him? She looked at me with a confident smile.
-Oh no, if you don't want to walk him I would be happy to and you schouldn't have to buy the food for him, I will buy all stuff for him! So what do you think Japan? I got quiet...
