More Than Friends [caraxkendall] (Lesbian Stories)

No Words

I hurriedly get off my car and tossed my keys to the valet. He is like trying to say something to me, but I was in a hurry so I don't really catch up. I rode the elevator, waiting for it patiently to come up to my floor: it feels like forever.

I stepped out of the elevator and feel the wind change. My heart beats like really fast, chills run through my body. I know she's here, I can feel it. I don't know what it is but it feels like our bodies were connected or something. I run thru the corridor and see someone seating in front of my door.

Tears run down my cheeks. I have never felt these relieved my whole life. No words can explain what I am feeling now. No words can describe it. No words can interpret it. No words. It was like I fell on the black hole of words and don't know how to get back nor escape.

Seeing her with my very eyes, breathing and all right, let me breathe again.

She sees me, and noticed I'm already crying. I don't know what happened to my knees, it won't move. I was stuck on my place. I think I am in between my shock and relieved state.

She stood up and run toward me. She hugged me tightly, I sob. I still can't move. Fvck this body! WHY DON'T YOU MOVE!

She lean back, looks into my eyes and wipe my tears with her thumb. I am still sobbing.

"sssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhh." she says. "I am already here babe. I'm here." she added.

I breathe deeply, trying to calm myself. I was like very filled with my emotions. Anger and happy was battling inside me. Angry of her hurting me and making me feel like shit and happy because she is right here again in front of me, safe and breathing.

"I hate you." I manage to say. She just smiles and hugs me even tighter. I know she knew what I mean, I really meant the opposite but I really hate the way she made me feel. That moment when Rita called me saying she was lost, my world just simply stop. Everything stops. It was like I never knew how to breath, my heart stops beating, and I feel cold, in other words I think I literally died.

I never want to feel like that ever again. Now I had the energy to hug her back. I hug her as tight as I could, I never want to let go of her again. I won't now, ever ever again. I would if she would, but I doubt that.

"I'm still mad at you." I say. She chuckles. "That was Zoe who answered your call, I was at the bathroom, taking a shower when you called." she respond.

I lean back and glared at her. "Why is she even with you?" She grins. "Ooohhhhh. Someone's jealous." she cooed.

"Don't even tease me now Jocelyn! I am not in the mood. Other girls answering your phone when all day you're not even replying at me, Rita calling me saying you are lost! I hate you! Why would you even do that! Why would you even let me feel like that! I felt like shit!" I exclaimed, kinda pushing her softly way but her grip on me tightens.

"I'm sorry babe. I am really, really sorry." she says looking me with those pleading eyes. Those eyes I can't resist. ugh!

"It's just you won't answer my calls. We're not talking for days and it is killing me. I can't focus on work so the photographer rescheduled our shoots. I keep on calling Khloe to ask if you were okay just to get me through the day. I am also not okay babe. You not talking to me is like the worst feeling ever. Not hearing your voice is a torture. I've been scrolling through my camera roll for days just to end my miserableness slightly. And it just get to me, I can't just look at your pictures or call Khloe just to make sure you're okay. I have to do something. My agent won't let me see you so I sneak up on her and my security and fly here. Because anymore added seconds that I can't see you, I think my whole body is gonna collapse, because inside me, I am already dead. "

How can she always say the right words? How can she always do that?

I just hug her tighter. Silence would always be better than words.

I lean back, raise my eyebrows " But how can you be here? How did you even pass the security?" I ask. 

She laughs. "You know, I have sources." 

"Oh I see." I say then I remember the valet was saying something to me earlier. "It's the valet!" I exclaimed. 

She laughs, "Oh yeah. He kinda know me so I ask for his help." 

"I better talk to the manager, No one should let anyone just running around the building." I suggested. She frowns,"really? really Kendall?"

"So now I'm just Kendall and not babe anymore. Okay Jocelyn." I say grinning.

She laughs, " I hate that! Don't call me that! Nicole!" We laugh together.

We release each other from the hug and went inside my apartment.

I called Khloe to cancel the private jet. She is really glad that Cara is here and okay but she's more glad that we kinda solve our problem.

Cara called her agent and says that she's here in LA. She kinda gets shouted at so she hangs up. She is such a naughty and stubborn kid inside, but I love her.

We just spend our night cuddling and telling stories about anything.

I really love this girl. Like really. First time I ever experience being really nearly to death. First time to ever experience the confuseness (if that is even a word) of my feelings.

I know the following days won't be easy onus, but we know now we'll get thru it. TOGETHER.

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Author's Note:

I am really sorry guys for not uploading!

I've been caught up in these thing called reality.

I really love reading your comments and everything! 

Than you all!!! 

LOVE YOU ALL <3