More Than Friends [caraxkendall] (Lesbian Stories)

FIN

"Nooo. Nooo. nooooo." I screamed. This can't happen, just a while ago, we were just arguing, she was here, she was MINE. Now I lost her. Because I am stupid, I am this stupid princess thinking she can have everything she wanted. Until the only one she wants, already gave up on her and let her go. I am this princess that fall off her horse, bruised and hurt.

I can't take any of this anymore. I can't just suppress all these feelings. It makes it hard for even me to breathe. I felt my body suddenly weakens. I closed my eyes to help me even my breath. I breathe deep. While I'm trying to relax myself, I suddenly felt a brush on my cheeks.

"Babe. Babe. What's happening? Baby. "I heard someone said. I figure it's the one brushing my cheeks. I don't respond, I think my body just really gave up.

"Baby! Baby! You're making me worried. Open your freaking eyes!!!" the person exclaimed now tapping my cheeks.

I tried to slowly open my eyes, I was met by these beautiful green eyes, looking very worried or concern. "Oh my god baby. You're having some kind of nightmare." She said. I looked around me, I am at my room. I figure the one calling me was Cara. So we didn't really break up? But why am I in my room?

I sob when realization strikes me. She's here. She doesn't break up with me. We are still together. I am still that princess riding that horse to my kingdom. "You. . . are. . . here. . ." I smiled then hug her. "Of course I'm here. What's wrong baby? Why were you screaming? Now you're all okay and now hugging me." She said.

"I thought. . you. . broke up ... with me. " I say between sobs. "What? I would never do that. I told you I won't give up on you." She said hugging me tighter.

She leans back then look into my eyes, "I will never ever do that. You have my word babe. Why would I give up on my future? Baby, you are my future." She kisses me on my lips, then leans back and caresses my cheeks.

"The first time I saw you, I was trapped. I was trapped in this dream or thought that maybe someday I will be with you, that you are going to be mine, just mine. And that wish or dream or whatever you could call it came true. I am not giving that up when you are finally mine." She added.

"But babe, I just want to say I am very, very, very sorry for all the things I've done. Every time I hurt you, every time I left you, every time you feel like I don't trust you. I trust you babe. I really do. It's the people around you I don't trust. You are like this ray of sunshine that makes everything better. You are the life of the party, so it just scares me that what if someday you'll just give up on me and find someone who will trust and love you more than I do?" I say. Everything I said was the truth. It was my only fear, even if that was just a dream, it hurts just thinking someday she'll be with someone and that someone won't be me.

"sssshhhhh. Baby, stop crying. That won't happen." She said. "But. . . what if.. that happens. " I manage to say. "Oh baby, if there's someone leaving someone here, it's not definitely me. I have never ever left you." She says.

"Oh but you did. . . Just a while ago." I say. She left me a while ago, that's what I am trying to prove that she also have the will to leave me, and I am not happy with that. I know I've left her so many damn times before but when she did it to me, it hurts like hell. I wonder if she also felt the way I felt every time I left her.