Working for a football club

CHAPTER 13:going back

I got up late and I didn't feel like doing anything, then I thought that my routine was over the second I broke up with John so I got up ate breakfast put on some clothes and got out to enjoy the daylight, I flirted a bit with everyone that crossed my way and I actually enjoyed it then I sat down on a bench and thought how could I live in such misery that my image caused me I went shopping and then I contacted my friends and faimily in California since I was from there and I missed them. After my friends promised that they would come to see me sometime I left my house once again went to the beach to enjoy the silence and piece everything was relaxing and I actually felt a little sane again, all this crying changed me somehow then I got a call from Mark
PHONE CALL WITH MARK
-Hey, look I'll get to point,me and the rest of the guys need your positive energy and I get that you might be laying in bed with John right now but please get here we don't want you we need you you are great when it comes to cheering people up
-Whatever I'm on my way bye

I said and headed for the airport once again. And as I waited I tried to find out what they would think of my off routine character

When I got there Mark and Messi where waiting for me so I greeted them and we left then I got in my room changed my clothes and found the rest of the team wait for me and the first person to catch my eye was Neymar who looked disappointed or angry I couldn't really tell "hey what's wrong with neymar? "I whispered to Mark "he told me you were quite upset when he called you yesterday to apologize "he said and I felt anger run through my veins "did you tell him "I asked trying to keep my cool as best as I could "no but I guess someone else overheard us and told him how could he know otherwise "he said and done felt a little calmer "I'm going to talk to him, as much as I don't want to do this he can't play like that "I said and left Mark took a deep breath and got in the bus there I found neymar so I sat down next to him "what happened you look angry "I said trying to have a normal conversation with him "what happened is that I found out you had a crush on me then I made it official that I have a girlfriend a.k.a I broke your heart "he was obviously not wanting to have a conversation "right, so I believe I am not breaking any news to you but you can't just have sex with a girl who is your friend when you have a girlfriend it's just not fair for either of those girls if you are playing them and if this is about me being abrupt to you the other night on the phone my boyfriend actually broke up with me and I was feeling fine I just needed John to comfort me from all this mess and the irony in it is that I actually thought that John wouldn't break my heart the way you did neymar and in our case the irony is that I thought that there might be a slight chance that you are my true love and you would never hurt me, I guess I was wrong about both you and and John "I said and left but he didn't even try to hold me back which only proved me right he just used me so I sat in the back of the bus listening to music drown my tears since I didn't want anyone's sympathy, right now I wanted to be alone.