Working for a football club

CHAPTER 14:Making up

We got to the stadium and there were many fans waiting for them, I got in pretty quickly since no one knew me and it felt nice I found were the changing room was and got in and waited for them the first one to arrive was Mark "you know what if you want someone to cheer you guys up, you should find someone else because I am not that person today, I'm not even an optimistic person, and someone should calm neymar down, I think I only made it worse "I said getting up but Mark held me back "please, don't go we need you at least try "he said but immediately let go when Dani got in and I waved at him then the rest of the team arrived at the changing room and I accepted my fate that I would have to cheer them up so I sat down with a sigh and tried to find what I should say.

They didn't need me to tell them much except that they will kick ass so I got out with the rest and sat on the bench "please don't daydream "luiz said and I nodded snapping out of my thoughts, I watched the game quietly and only paid attention to one player, neymar.

The game was over and barça won so they went to change and I followed them because I didn't want to get lost but I eventually managed to lose my way and unfortunately I didn't understand a damn thing when it came to Spanish,I was wandering around until I felt someone push me to the wall "you just can't stay out trouble, can you? "neymar said and his eyes didn't seem angry and I couldn't tell what his mood was, but I felt my heart beat fast once again, I was falling for him again and I didn't know why, but if there was one thing I knew, I couldn't give in since I was afraid of being heart broken once again and this time there were too much in stake if I kissed him so I left until he caught up with me "what happened when you got back in barcelona tell me "he said and he seemed softer than before "I already told you John broke up with me,and I can't just revert to liking you again, no because you will break my heart again and this time I won't be able able bear it "I said and left but there wasn't enough air inside so I run outside and took a few deep breaths and a few tears escaped my eyes then the team came out and we headed for the bus and sat down alone until neymar sat next to me, that boy wouldn't take no for an answer "what do you want "I asked looking at him "look I know what you told me, I know that you broke up with John and you don't want be hurt again, I get that, but please just give me a chance and I swear I will never hurt you again "he said and his eyes got watery but he blinked them away then I looked down and cried, then he hugged me and I cried even harder "don't you get it, my routine is over and right now I am a mess and I don't think I can love anyone "I said pulling away from his arms "then be my mess "he said grabbing my wrists "don't you have a girlfriend for that? "I asked whipping my tears "I will break up with her, if you say yes "he said and I thought about it for a second "you should be with her for the time being "I said and left the bus and headed for my room.