PLAYBOY

EPILOGUE

Hellooo! Welcome to the last part of Playboy. Again, thank so much you for reading! I really enjoyed writing this story.

Anyways, stay safe and healthy! Love you!

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It's been years and i'm now a doctor. It's so hard because mostly i have no time.

It's been years and i'm still stuck..

"Bro, what's up?" sunghoon said and put his arms on my neck.

I coughed. "Stop! I can't breathe!" I said, almost choking.

He laughed and let go of my neck. I glared at him while touching my throat.

"How's life?" Jay asked and sat down to the chair.

I looked at him blankly. "It's okay," I answered blankly.

Jay changed now, he's more serious in life. He's a doctor now too. While Jake now have his own business and sunghoon too.

"Do you already forget her?" Jay asked carefully.

I gazed at him emotionless. "I'm still stuck," i said and chuckled without emotion.

"I can't...I can't forget her.."

"I want to forget her but my heart don't want to,"

I said blankly and brushed my hair tiredly.

I'm tired showing them that i am strong but i'm not..

I'm weak..

They looked at me and i can see the pity in their eyes.

I waved my hand. "I'm okay, okay?" I said as I chuckled dryly.

"Anyway, i have to go." I said and stood up.

"That fast?" Jake asked, raising his brows.

"Yeah,i have to visit boram.." i spoked. "It's her death anniversary.." i added before I turned my back on them.

"Hey love, I'm sorry i've been busy so I can't visit you this passed few weeks." I muttered softly and put the bouquet of flowers on her grave.

I smiled and put inside my hands in my pocket. I wet my lips and took a deep breath.

"Are you doing good..there?" My voice cracked.

I blew a breath, calming myself from bursting to tears.

I control my tears and smiled. "I missed you, love." I whispered and chuckled.

"I missed you so much.."

"I'm always thinking about you.."

"I'm always thinking what are you doing, are you doing good? Are you in safe place right now?"

I said and i felt tears are starting to streamed down on my cheek.

"I'm still stuck, boram.. I'm still stuck with you," i whispered painfully.

"I'm still into you..i can't move on."

"What did you do to me?"

I sobbed and held my chest. My heart is contracting in pain.

Suddenly the wind blows and i feel comfort when the wind touched my skin. It feels like boram's hugging me.

"Move on, love.. you have to move on." I heard a whispered in my ears.

I looked behind and i saw boram...wearing a white dress..

She looks so beautiful..

She's smiling..

"Boram," i whispered her name while staring at her with longing.

She smiled. "I'm in peace now, my love." She said.

A tears fell from my eyes. "Boram, i-i miss you," i muttered while my eyes is shedding tears.

She looked at me softly. "Let me go, heeseung." That made my heart ripped apart like a multiple times.

"Find another girl..."

I sobbed. "I can't..." i said hoarsely.

"You're the only one that i will love until my last breath.." i said painfully.

She looked at me and caressed my cheeks. "I'm in peace now, heeseung.."

"You can now stop visiting me, heeseung. And continue your life without me.."

"Open your heart.." she muttered gently.

I stared at her, tears are keep rolling on my cheeks.

"I can't..I can't let you go.."

"You have to.." she whispered.

"This is my last showing with you, my love.."

"Always remember that i love you..i will keep watching you from above.."

She gently whispered and smiled brightly.

"Thank you for coming into my life. Thank you for being my safe place, my comfort person.."

"I love you...i love you so much.." she whispered as she smiled.

While she's slowly disappearing into the wind.

I looked at the sky and tears starting to rolled in my cheeks.

"I love you too, my love.."

"I will love you until my last breath.." i whispered.

And the next day...

Heeseung did not open his eyes..

His friends keep waking him up but he never open his eyes..

He died in his sleep..

Time of Death: 3:40 am
Cause of Death: Severe Sleep Apnea