PLAYBOY

[ 06 ]

"Doc, how's my heart?" I asked worriedly.

She looked at me. "Hm, your heart is kinda weak so..you need to avoid stress and problems." She said seriously.

I sighed and nodded. "I'm not dying,right? Doc?" I asked hopefully.

She smiled. "You're not gonna die..I promise." She said.

I smiled."Anyway doc, can i..ask?" I said shyly.

"Sure. What is it?"

I cleared my throat. "There's a guy that always bugging me and...whenever he's close to me...my heart feels weird," i said and looked at the ground.

"Then?"

"Uh do i need to stay away from him? Or not? i'm scared that it might cause my heart to be in pain again.." i muttered and licked my lower lip.

Her brows raised. "What do you mean your heart feels wierd?" she asked curiously.

I swallowed hardly. "Uh, whenever he's close to me or he make something that i find funny i-i feel something in my heart, but it's my chest is not aching. I can't breathe properly whenever he's close to me, i feel like my heart is going to explode." I said and played with my hands.

"Boram, I don't think that you should be scared of that.." she said smiling.

I frowned. "What do you mean? My heart feels weird! That's why i ask you because I don't wanna die at a young age!" I didn't not realized that I slightly raised my voice at her.

I immediately apologized. "I'm sorry. I-i'm just scared.." i said and looked down.

She smiled. "It's okay, anyway that weird feeling in your heart have nothing to do with your heart problem," she said.

I looked at her. "What do you mean about that, doc?"

"I think you have a feelings to that guy, i mean..i think you like him," she said and chuckled.

I blinked. "W-what?" I stammered. "That's impossible,doc. I hate that guy." I said while looking at nowhere.

She laughed lightly. "Well, I believe that the more you hate the more you love," she said and winked playfully.

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It's impossible!

I hate him, so...how?

I sighed and touched my chest.

I like him?

No!

I don't like him!

His presence is irritating me!

I looked at my phone who's loudly ringing. I rolled my eyes and immediately grabbed it.

It's unknown..

Who's this?

"Hello?" I said seriously and looked at the ceiling.

"Boram!"

I frowned and looked at my phone screen. "Heeseung?" I muttered.

I heard him sighed. "I thought you're not going to recognize my voice. Anyway, did you eat your dinner?" He asked.

I blinked. "How did you know my number?" I asked, confused.

"Well, i have source!" He said lively and laughed.

My heart starting to beat fast and i feel like my cheeks is turning into crimson.

I bite my lip and stayed silent.

"So, did you eat your dinner?"

"Yes," I answered lowly.

"Good! Now, ask me if i eat my dinner," he said.

I rolled my eyes. "Why would i?" I asked and raised my brows.

"Just ask me, okay?" He said like a kid.

"Did you eat your dinner?" I asked softly.

"Hm, I didn't," he answered.

"Okay," i simply said.

"What? Are you not worried?" He asked again.

I smiled. "I'm not."

"Be worried about me," he demanded.

"I don't want to," i said and touched my chest that beating fast.

His voice..

It feels like home..

"What are you doing?" He asked.

"Nothing," i replied shortly.

"Ask me what i am doing," he demanded again.

I bite my lower lip to stop my smile. He's cute..

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"Nothing," he answered.

I laughed because of his answered.

He chuckled. "Your laugh is so beautiful to hear," he said.

I stop laughing and held my chest. I'm starting to have a difficult breathing.

I exhaled and closed my eyes tightly. Calming my heart.

Too much happiness is bad for me.

"Hey, you okay?" I heard he said.

"Y-yeah, Anyway bye. I'm going to sleep," i said and immediately ended the call.

I slowly stood up on my bed and grabbed my medicines. My heart is aching.

I grabbed my water and drank slowly. I put down my water and held my chest.

It's going back to normal..

My heart beat is going to normal..

I sighed in relieved. Thank god.