I'm Your Light,Remember? >>KagaKuro Fanfiction<<

Chapter 4: I won't accept it.

Kagami's PoV

I opened the door silently and enters Kuroko's room. Then,I closed the door as I looked at him.

My decision is right,right? Sacrificing my own sight... It's my fault that it happened to him... So I'm the one who should fix this problem...

"... Kagami-kun?" Kuroko mumbles as he turned his head where he heard the door closed.

I walk near to Kuroko and sit next to him. Kuroko just blinks and turned his head to my direction.

"Kagami-kun... I just wanted to apologize because I can't do my responsiblity from you to being your shadow..." Kuroko said as he looks down.

I just sigh and looks down. Kuroko looks down too and sniffs.

"About the donor of your eyes..." I mumbles.

I wonder what will be his reaction after he knows that I'm the donor...

"I have a donor already?..." Kuroko said as he turned his head to my direction.

"Y-Yeah... Y-You already have.." Shit. My voice cracked.

"Oh... If it still alive,I want to thanks him or her politely..." Kuroko said as he hold his blanket.

Should I tell him? Or not? But... What if he knows that I'm the donor after his operation? Maybe he will be mad to me... Or not? Argh... I will tell him...

"Kuroko... I-I... I'm the o-one who will d-donate..." I said as I look at him. Kuroko's eyes was widen and his mouth was half-opened. His grip to his blanket is tighten as he looked down.

"N-NO!! W-WHY?!" Kuroko shouted as he raised his head. His tears streams through his cheeks as his eyebrows met.

".... Because.... I'm the reason why it happens to you... I already think about it and I'm already sure at it." I mumbles again.

Kuroko sniffs and wipes his tears. He search something into the bed. Suddenly,I felt Kuroko held my hand. I look at him and sigh.

"Kagami-kun... I wont accept it. Thanks for your kindness but... I wont accept that..." Kuroko just said as he hold my hand tightly.

"But you need to!!" I shouted to him as I pull my hand to him. Kuroko just sniffs and shooks his head.

"... You should continue your normal life like that,Kagami-kun... I do not want your world to be dark... It is just an accident.. You dont mean it... So I wont accept it. Maybe this is my fate. Being a blind..." Kuroko's tears silently fells.

I wipe his tears and sigh. Kuroko just sniffs and turned his head.

"I dont care if my world became dark. Knowing that you are happy makes my world to be lighten." I said.

"..... You can't change my mind... I wont accept it. But Kagami-kun... Please stay on my side... " Kuroko sniffs again and wipe his tears.

I just hug Kuroko and whispers,"Kuroko... I will stay at your side,no matter what happens... If I can't change your mind,I will just guide you... I will be your light to the way of your life... I will never leave you... I'm always at your side..."

I just blinks when I heard Kuroko's soft snores,again. I sigh and gently lay him to the bed. If he wont accept it,I will just be his eyes... Yeah.. Like guiding him,right? .... I dont know what will I do.... Is anyone can help me?...

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