"LET GO OF ME! I AM DONE!" I yelled out, though he gripped my arm tighter witch caused me to tremble. "No. You. Are. Not" he said right before pulling a pocket knife out and stabbing me in the lower right abdomen area. He left the knife in my stomach and left to his room. I held the knife in my stomach and crumbled into a ball and collapsed. Blood was dripping out the wound but the blade stayed in. I knew I couldn't take the sharp object out of me because I would probably lose too much blood and die. So I just sat there and pondered what to do.
The bastard took my phone so I couldn't call, but he didn't take my legs. I stumbled to my feet and held the knife that was lunged into my side. The police station was two and a half miles away so I could make it, right?
After about an hour and a half of walking, you finally made it to the front door of the police department. (Even though halfway through you had a panic attack because it hurt so much you thought you were gonna die-anyways) When you walked in they rushed to help you and you told them almost everything.
You told them about the amusement and starvation but left out the rape, it was to traumatic to talk about that. It hurt a lot. You were spilling all this out while you were in the back of an ambulance, crying, and bleeding out. And soon enough you have a ✨panic attack✨ Of course. Your ears started to ring and I was hyperventilating witch made the wound hurt even MORE witch I didn't think was possible, because my stomach was moving at a rapid pace. I got to the hospital and they rushed me to the ER and the next thing I know Im being put under anesthesia and awaiting surgery.
You wake up in a hospital room with the pain mostly gone. A few minuets later a nurse came in and explained that my wound is stable and I get realeased tonight. I had stitches and apparently they did something about fixing my insides but I didn't understand most of what she was talking about, she also said I will have a scar, and they will remove the stitches next week. I guess she also said it will hurt at random times and I can take pain relievers it it hurt, but she also said it it hurts like it did when I got stabbed, I should go to the hospital again.
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I made it home in time to feed ginger, I guess the police arrested HIM and now he's finally gone. THANK GOODNESS. I went over to the cat food and filled up gingers bowl. I spent the next fifteen minuets staring into the pantry deciding if I can eat now. Part of me is really hungry and is begging me to eat, while the other is screaming at me not to because I feel like HE could pop out any moment and be like " BOO BITCH IM BACK" and stab me again. And just that thought sent shivers don my spine. I decided to not eat and I went to bed, ginger decided to come join me and cuddled up beside me and we both went to sleep together, and I felt actually safe for the first time in a few years.
A/n: hullo guys, I'm back and I trust that you all are taking good care of yourselves, witch include eating, drinking, sleeping and staying safe, luv you all! Author out!
Btw this is ginger
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