𝙆𝙖𝙞𝙨𝙚𝙧 '𝙨 𝙍𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙜𝙚

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I looked over at Ashley who haven't said anything since i picked her up

"Look man if you wanna keep it keep it" i said

"I don't .. but i do. Please don't take this the wrong Kai but—"

"You don't wanna be involved with me for the next 18 years ? and you don't wanna deal with no baby that's fucked up like me"?

Ding ding ding

Ngl when i think about it .. that kinda .. kinda kinda .. just a tad bit .. hurt

I know i'm to blame for people not wanting to be around me but i wanna be loved like everybody else

I just don't know how to let it happen

"Yea" she trailed off

"It's okay" i waved her off

It was quiet, we didn't talk until they called her name

——

"You sure you good"? i asked looking at her

"Yea, thank you" she said taking her seat belt off

"Before you leave, i got a question"

"What"?

"You hate me"?

She looked over at me tryna read me

That's gone be hard to do

"No i don't hate you. It's just hard to love you"

"And it's hard for anybody to love you not just me"

"But if you continue to act the way you do Kai, you could honestly push somebody to the point of hating you"

"Where this come from ? when do you ever worry about how somebody feel about you"?

"Nowhere— i was just asking" i waved her off

"Who that girl you talking to"?

"Uh why"?

"Don't hurt her Kaiser. I don't wish that on nobody and i don't think you understand that damage you do but it's bad"

"I'm not gone hurt her" i made a face

"Said that to me"

"She not you and you not her" i shrugged

That came out wrong