I decided to go upstairs to take a bath. It really had been a long day and I needed at least relax a bit. It had been a pretty rough few days...
The whole situation with my parents had been extremely stressful, not to mention having to live under the same roof as Jordan.
He has not been a bad host, in fact everything he has done for me has been excellent. However, my head keeps thinking that I really don't know how I feel about him. Is he just a friend? Of course he is but... can I only see him as a friend or do I feel something more? How does he see me from his eyes? It's confusing.
I lowered my body under the water while letting my thoughts run with her.
On the way out I put on my underwear and stared at my reflection in the mirror for a few seconds... there really were two babies there.
I had so many questions and had only just started this whole process.
I was dying to know who they would look like. If they would have their dad's eyes... if they would look like me
I grabbed my phone and saw the notification of Jordan's recent post. He really had made it public... even knowing all that it entails he decided to do it. It doesn't bother me, but I didn't expect it either.
I put my phone and proceeded to take a picture and do the same. Sooner or later they would find out, so why not take control of it.
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I stayed a few seconds watching how all the guys commented.
Liv, Spence, Patience, Layla, Coop and JJ and of course, he's asking us to be the babies godfather
Suddenly, the sound of the door startled me.
- I'm coming — I said as he closed my robe.
I stood up and walked over there
Upon opening I found Jordan, who just stood there looking at me without saying anything. It was then that I remembered that my robe was totally transparent, so he was in front of me seeing me in my underwear.
-I came to see if you were alright... — he spoke, looking back into my eyes — And to let you know that everything is ready
-Yes, sorry — I spoke walking back to the room with the intention of getting dressed and going downstairs — I completely forget
-No... - he said again while her eyes looked me up and down again - It's ok... you're... wow
- Pregnant and starting to look huge? — I said as a joke
Her eyes met mine once more and she spoke again.
-You look beautiful - she said approaching me leaving very little space between the two
"Thank you..." I said feeling my breath start to choke.
He came a little closer putting his hands on my waist...
- Jordan... - I said feeling the little distance that remained between the two
- If you want to stop... — he continue — Tell me and I will stop
I stayed a few seconds without saying anything. Having him so close made me feel too nervous and I don't know if it was the hormones of pregnancy or what I felt for him that made me want him right now.
He waited a few seconds hoping that he would deny me, however it didn't happen...
His lips met mine and he pressed my body against his. And I answered, I answered because I wanted to kiss him because he moved me all over.
I moved away a little due to the lack of air between the two and spoke again
- Spence and Liv are downstairs Jordan... — I spoke and he just kept giving me little kisses on the neck
Damn it...
- They're gonna be ok — I speak — They're propably doing the same thing
- You know you talk so much? - I interrupted him - Let's just shut up now ok?
He just nodded as he laughed to start kissing me once more and this time he continued to remove the robe from my body as we moved onto the bed...
Upon arrival, he posed me in the most delicate way possible and continued kissing my entire body.
He already knew where this would end and he definitely wouldn't stop it now.
I moved my body until I was on top of him being the one in control this time. I took his shirt and took it off while continuing to kiss him.
He continued the game by unhooking my bra. I unbuttoned his pants and he finished taking them off for me.
- Oh fuck - I heard him say between sighs - You good?
- Yes I'm good - I spoke between gasps - Now shut up and fuck me
He turned me on top of me as he continued to touch my body. He began kissing my body until he reached the exact point to remove my fathoms and begin oral sex.
He was making me feel like in heaven. We had already had all this, I already knew how he felt however it was different... the way he touched me felt me, it was more intense
After a few minutes he climbed back on me kissing me as he gently go inside me.
We moaned in unison...
It was as if our bodies had become one.
He take the lead and I just let go everything. I was gonna have a good time.
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Minutes later we were there, lying next to each other.
- I think we should go down... — I spoke and he started laughing — They were waiting for us
-Yes... - he said as he squeezed my body a little closer to his - Maybe you're right
I sigh and we stay there, holding each other for a few more seconds.
He stood up as he dressed and then turned once more time
- I'll wait for you downstairs, ok? — he approached me and then he kiss me and lowered a little to kiss my tummy
I just smiled and nodded before throwing myself back on the bed...
This was not going to end well. I really like this man.
