I'm very late for this now, but happy seventeen Sneha ssi. I think there's never a day that goes by without the thought of you. If I had to describe you in one word, it would be "galaxy". You're this old soul with a young wounded heart, it's something that can't be described, just thought of abstractly. It usually takes people a while to break my exterior and I thought no one except Lucca and Aura would see through me but you, I think you see me for me the most. The connection I have with you is inexplicable, yet so strong and pure. I feel like I've known you since time began to age. Two souls don't touch each other by accident, I don't believe in fate but meeting you made me question things. It does feel fate to have been able to meet you, to get to know you. Because I think in the process of trying to understand you, I understood a lot of parts of me that I didn't know how to decipher otherwise. Your love for astrology is pretty natural, you would of course want to know the very stars that make you, you're made of stars; stars and broken dreams and all the purest wishes in the world. And I would find saying this very cringey otherwise but it's you and I totally mean it, I'd take a bullet for you. You're too precious to be lost by anyone. Once you find a person who loves you for you, you should never let them go, and I for one am sure I'm never letting you go unless you want me to. I need you around like the sea needs the seashore, in waves, strongly, periodically , restlessly, because being with you is when I'm happy. Many people wish to establish a strong emotional bond with someone and are unable to, and I'm so glad that I found you. This place is hell, but even Lucifer was an angel . You wouldn't need this place but this place needs you like anything, the person that makes liveable and could make any place feel like home. I really wish to cuddle you sometimes and be there for you when you feel down, when you cry or feel like giving up. You have so much brightness and warmth in you dandelion ssi, and I think that it shouldn't only be on your birthday that gratitude for you starts to show, every day needs to be a day when people who have you realise that they have YOU, someone who is so special and irreplaceable. I fail to understand how could someone even imagine of leaving you for someone else, of ignoring you and your precious feelings, because it's impossible for a person with the tiniest bit of good in them to at least. You appeal to a person's heart and communicate directly with their soul and not just their shell and that's magical. I can't find a word better for your presence than magical. You aren't just there for a person, you're there for their very essence and have the ability to heal the deepest wounds of the heart that they may not even know exist. You're unreal, I really wonder how you're real. I'm pretty much at a loss for words at this point. Because you're otherworldly and I don't deserve you. All I can say is that I'll try to be there for you everytime you need someone. I can't protect you from everything, but I can be by your side. I can't stop the harsh sun or thundering rain, but I can stand in it with you, probably tell a joke or two to make you laugh when you're bored while you're fighting through life, I mean don't test the crackhead known as Mana ✊🏻 I've said this a thousand times and I'll say it till you understand it, you're the most beautiful person in this world who deserves all the happiness in the multiverse. I hope that the years ahead treat you well. I hope that one day, I'll show you that drawing I made on my architecture book of our treehouse and that we actually make it one day. I hope we'd visit the beach together some time. I hope all the kindness and happiness you give to people, comes back tenfold to you. And lastly, I hope you'd be happy, mind soul and body. Because the person who gives this world a heartbeat deserves to smile every living second
I love you Sneha ssi
I love you 3000
Happy birthday˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚
︶꒦꒷♡꒷꒦︶︶꒦꒷♡꒷꒦︶︶꒦꒷♡꒷꒦︶︶꒦꒷♡꒷꒦︶︶꒦꒷♡꒷꒦︶︶꒦꒷♡꒷꒦︶
"Some people live for the fortune Some people live just for the fame Some people live for the power, yeah Some people live just to play the game Some people think
That the physical things
Define what's within
And I've been there before
That life's a bore
So full of the superficial Some people want it all
