To be...

Feeling Some Way

     I woke up feeling some way today like maybe I have something to say and I haven't been saying it. Honestly I can feel it. I haven't been myself for a while. No one really to blame but myself and my inability to speak my mind. I don't wanna be this person.

    I wanna be bold. I wanna be honest. In order to be that I need to work on it put it into focus. Should be easy I guess. How hard is it for a bitch to be bold Lmaoo. Maybe say that out loud huh.

    Well let's be real I already don't have a filter. I just have a tendency to say what really isn't important. Which I feel isn't important but can be, But it doesn't matter I'll figure it out later. Lol That just made my head hurt thinking about it. Anyways more important things at task.

    Hello, I am Taylor Bradley or tay or taytay or T or Titi depends on the mood. I'm 21 now. Currently slumming it on my dads couch in dtla. Life's pretty great if I do say so my self. No sarcasm To be honest just been feeling happy with the little things in life like my little huxxie.

     Huxana Miguelito Bradley aka Huxxie Berry Joe. He's my world and lifeline. Cutest cat honestly with his light grey and white tiger stripped coat to his stone grey and green eyes and his pink little nose. I've been wanting to get him into modeling. Aww my little huxxie and his mommy together in a shoot.

     Enough of his ratchet ass. The way I see it a person only gets so much time to talk about their pets till it's weird you know. I'm already pushing borderline crazy I don't need to add cat lady. I'm literally so good on that. Anyways more about me.

     Ok so I'm 5'9 and this has long since been in the workings lol so I'm proud to say it lol, but I'm Something else mmhm with my luscious soft golden skin it's got a red tinge to it too. Lord I gotta love looking at myself or I wouldn't know that. I'm black, native, and Puerto Rican if you ask me that's a good little mix. I have wide fox shaped light brown eyes. My friend once told me after looking for so long that my eyes were the color of a nice slab of wax. Lol I would've blushed if I could, but back to the description.

      Naturally arched eyebrows with short lashes but they hella match me. Full juicy pink lips, high cheekbones. I kinda have like a natural shadow on my eyes because I'm depressed and don't sleep, but I guess it's working in my favor lol. And oh oh oh guess what? I have a beauty mark like the great Mary-lyn.

    I have a body built for the gods. My curves are never starving. I don't have a tiny waist nor a flat stomach. I got a PHAT ASS and a XS FUPA bitch haaaa. Big breast and some thunder thighs what's up WE OUT HERE.

       Sorry I get too hyped for myself. I mean nobody gonna hype me like me so I gotta at least go hard. Anyways I'll continue.

      Well if you haven't got the concept yet let me fill you in. So with this I'm going for more of a sex in the city and gossip girl vibe. Maybe just a little more self centered. I'm kidding I'm kidding I already got my 15 seconds you don't have to leave, but your gonna have to get the fuck outta here. SIKE!!! You'll be the audience and witnesses to the injustice I call life. Ahhhhh ok let me stop bullshitting.

       This is my life and I thought it was pretty litt and could help the rest of the lot  lizard gang moving forward. Other than that life is good EL OH EL.

        Call it like a guide if you will or like a journalists inner thoughts. I bet y'all like bitch a journal then lol. I will be getting intimate and uncomfortable. I will be sad and happy. I will do things I shouldn't for fun and fuck what anyone thinks. I will be the worst and the best. The villain and the hero. The disease and the cure. What you crave and regret. The forgotten. The lost.

      This will be our journey to be what we desire. What we crave. To be....
Brave
Smart
Admired
Ignorant
Beautiful
Healed
Great
Happy
Loved
Appreciated
Wanted
Needed
To be included.