Suffocation by immersion in the water my body was enthralled in the sea. Everything feels lighter as my body floats in the middle of the ocean. The surrounding of the ocean is so dark if I were the old me I might be afraid but the moment I decided to jump, is the moment I made up my mind. The ocean gives a manifestation of harmony in my ears. A gentle smile slowly formed on my lips... I can finally be at peace. I'm staring directly at the last lunar eclipse. I uttered something while looking at it but only a bubble came out of my mouth. I can feel my body slowly losing its unconsciousness, my sight slowly became vague. The light slowly faded from my sight... tears welled up in my eyes and flowed into the water and it became part of them. My body slowly descended into the deepest of the ocean.
I'm so tired of living and hoping that things will be with us. That fate will choose us this time but everything feels so heavy and loosening up. My mouth parted in more bubbles came outside. Maybe in this life were not meant for each other.
A strong hand embraced me tightly not wanting me to go. My cloudy sight looks at it and then I saw him. My eclipse. He looks into my eyes and then using our mind link he said, " Luna...". He then caressed my face then move closer. " Destiny has always been so cruel for us, love. Even the eclipse always separated us from each other. But I wanted you to know that even in this last eclipse I will always choose you no matter what. I promise to love you again and will hold you again in our next eclipse." like how the sun and moon collide, our lips touched.
In every lunar eclipse, we exist. In every lunar eclipse, we saw each other. And every lunar eclipse we feel the thing they called 'love'. But in every eclipse, our body becomes weaker because in the first place in every lunar eclipse we shouldn't have existed.
The next lunar eclipse didn't come because starting that night the earth's moon and the sun didn't give a chance to collide again. Because of the forbidden love that the moon and sun have.
The end...
Thank you for reading.
Love, Astra.
