Ciao !! To My New Life

One

In the middle of the night you can hear an enthusiastic squirm as she took big strides " woohoo,  finally vacation ~~~. Just me, my pc , my otome game and snacks. Ahhh~~.Is that what we call life. God please lend me the strenght to capture the heart of the prince who has entralled my life. Yayyyy~~~~ lalallaaa~~~~" .  She talked to herself and hummed tunes while carrying her backpack .  As she was about to cross the road a car hit her on the footpath .

               And right now she is standing beside her dead body , which was bleeding many people have gathered and called the ambulance. She looked at it blankly,  as if it was someone else,  her eyes darkened and she titled her head while looking at the dead body.  She was not totally sad, she had complex feelings towards her death. ' I actually do feel a bit sad because i couldn't even have some days for myself to relax.' But it feels so nice,  she dosen't have to struggle anymore .

                After her sixteenth birthday she always wished god to let her die a natural death because she didn't want to be called a coward by her parents, who left her at the door of the orphanage at the age of two. She had hyperthymesia , yupp she remembered everything. She didn't knew at that time what meant by that,  but as she grew up she knew. They cursed her while throwing away. She was an orphan,  who was abandoned by her parents . The only thing she had ever thanked god was that the orphanage  director was a kind old lady.  She couldn't have children and her husband died so she loved every child till they grew up. While growing i was referred to as a studdious and cold faced beauty , but to be honest i wanted to make a lot of friends i just didn't know how to make.  I studied through scholarship and completed my high school at the age of twelve. Although i always told myself that my parents must have a reason for abandoning me . Then i decided i will make them regret abandoning me, i will bring them down and take my revenge. Now thinking about it,  i just wanted to be acknowledged by my parents . After taking the college entrance exam i got into the best college. As i was in the college, the orphanage director,  Miss Beth was severely ill. I provided money as much as i can by doing all kinds of work i missed many days of college . But she eventually died after six months. She asked me to promise her that i would live my life for myself. Their are many things that i haven't experienced yet. The world is vast no one knows what would happen at any moment so we should leave the resentment behind. I actually had guesses that miss beth knew about my hyperthymesia but still she knew me so well even my resentment . I was going to take the burden of the orphanage but at her funeral people came,  they were all raised by her. She raised them all alone . I still can never believe that such a kind woman does exist in same world as those people who abandoned their infant.
          
         Those adults were all sad . I also knew that the money i gave for her treatment was too small but she still was being treated,  i knew all these people contributed their money for her to be treated in a high end hospital. They didn't tell me so that i won't feel small and useless. They then took the responsibility of the orphanage. I didn't have any friends at orphanage either,  although i did know everyone because i remembered everything even their small betrayals ,  i couldn't make myself be close to anyone . After the funeral i went to see my parents,  i just wanted to see them just once. I saw a loving family of three and at that moment i realized what miss beth meant. Later i tried and got to know the reason why they abandoned me and i felt quite at peace. I was the result of a rape accident that my mother went through. I think i can understand them and i was somewhat grateful as well because they abandoned me and didn't kill me. From that day i tried to live a normal life as miss beth wished. I passed out from the college just recently and joined a company just at the age of sixteen. But i was tired of living after that i found my peculiar interest in otome games . So i took a vacation to play it all day,  but at the end i am dying. Well,  this is not a bad result either. She closed her eyes for a long time as everything around her turned quiet.
                I guess this the most peaceful thimg in my life. I want to stay here forever. 
Suddenly she heard whispers " who do you think the baby would look like? " a kind femine voice " whoever the baby may looks like, but he or she must be too adorable just like our son " and a male where whispering " mom,  dad don't worry i will protect her " the young Eden said in his childish voice, proudly as he puffed up his chest , He was just four years old and this gesture of him like a gentleman made him look more adorable and cute. Both the couple laughed at him. Listening from the inside she also smiled because the voice was too cute. She later realised that she has been reborn not actually born but in the tummy of her mummy. From the conversations she could make out that they were all a very kind family. And she enjoyed listening to their conversations especially the child he was just too cute except for the time when the couple had their time together. Ahemm! She didn't intended to listen,  sometimes it was accidental and whenever they did she would just sleep.
              
       Ahem! Stop calling me a pervert . Then the day of parturation arrived and i was finally born. " madam you have given birth to an adorable princess" the woman holding me said " waah~~~~~waah~~~~" i cried as the women gently handed me over to my mother.  Woah she is such a beauty. I can't believe, is it a fairytale?  I mean she looks ethernal and unreal. She has pink gem like eyes and black hair. She was a bit pale because she just gave birth. She looked at me smiled and then tenderly kissed me, " thank you for coming baby mommy,  daddy and your brother have waited for a long time " .
   When i saw my daughter she was such and adorable little thing she was staring at me as if shocked with her mouth open. She was soo cute,  she had pink gem like eyes like mine and golden blonde hair like her father she looked so beautiful. I couldn't believe, i just want her to grow lovingly into a sweet adult. I don't know why i said that but i thought that she could understand me. Ahh,  i am a bit tired i guess now. I should sleep a little.
'Mommy,  daddy and older brother all waited for me ' her words kept repeating and i felt so happy and assured. She fell unconscious after that and i fell asleep. Thank you god,  i am really thankful for giving me a chance to receive familial love......