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That's Jake up there.....

I was in the forest. My heart is pounding so gast I feel it's gonna burst out. I'm such an idiot for thinking love was real. Love isn't real. It's only in fairytales. It's not real.
"It's not real, it's not real, it's not real," I mummble to myself as I shift into my original form. As soon as I change, I realize I'm crying. Never in my life have I felt this before. I've never cried, and here I am, crying for a bastard who claims he waited for me, but didn't. Why do I care? He's a bastard who already had made out with a bitch. Mine as well leave him in her hands. So? Why do I care? I should just go to school, continue with my life and pretend this never happened. I was sick and tired of this bullshit and nonsense. So why do I care? I hate him and there's nothing that can change that.
When I walk back into school wearing my extra clothes, I get stares. What do I care? I go over to my locker and grab my car keys. I'm not planning on skipping, I'm just grabbing my keys and going to my second class. That's all. The bell rings and I realize that there's no need to skip. By the time I came back, it was lunch period. My life must really suck because I really don't care what is going on around me that I grab my lunch not knowing what I got, give five dollars to the register lady and walk into the crowd of students. I know I'm lieing if I told you that I didn't get stared at. Once I'm about to step into the crowd, everyone moves to a side so they can see me pass by. Then I realize why everyone parted. Because Mr. I'm Alpha and these are girlfriends behind me walks in when I stare at him. I have no expression whatsoever in my face. None of us move. No one moves untill I start walking his direction. What does he think I'm going to do? Kiss him? Yell at him? Hell no! I want him to see that if he can have girlfriends willy-nilly! Why can't I have a boyfriend? I mean, c'mon people! He started and I'm going to end it. When I pass by him, I get glares from the girls behind him. As if I care what he does now! I could care less if something happens to him. Really!
"Aresia! Look, I'm sorry." I turn around to see who says my name and see it's no other than Mr. Alpha himself. Ha!
"Look, do what you want with these sluts. But we both know sorry can't fix a thing. So leave me alone and don't ever say my name again. Ever." Once he takes a step forward, his sluts behind him go back to talking to him while I make my way towards the jock tables. Once I arrive, I get looks of lust from the guys.
"Well, hello sweetheart! What brings you over here?" Says one of the tallest guys from the group.
"Well, I was wondering if I could join you gu-"
"Totally!"
"You can stay here!"
"Don't worry about us!" They all say in unison. Wow! Flirting's easier than I thought. That's when the guys tell me their names and tell me information about everyone. These guys are total hotties! Seriously! Jake has dimples that can make you giggle! Mike has blue eyes that can put you in a trance. Seirin can hug you to pieces and make you melt! These guys are such divine people! And what amazes me the most is that the're not players like my mate. Sure, they get followed, but they made a pact with me.
"Hey, Ari!"
"Yes?"
"We have a pact and we were wondering of what you mig-"
"Sure!
"Okay then! We made a pact that we would be loyal to our mates and never sleep with someone we don't like. No matter how tempting it is. We would never play with someone else's feelings and move over to the next person. What do you say?" I'm left in thought of what the guys said. They've been single, waiting for their mates, making pacts about never toying with someone and here I am stuck with a bastard who already had sex! Ironic! These guys looked like players and now! The're total loyals! I expected my mate to be like this, too. But to my surprise, he's a player.
"Yes! I agree to be part of the pact!" They all cheer when I stand up and say yes. It's as if this is their life goal. To be loyal and never cheat on their mates. This. This is true love. Once we're done cheering, people stare at us, but we don't care.
"Um, Aresia. We were wondering if you wanted to join us at Jake's party. Everyone's going to be there. We were hoping to ask you, but we were afraid of what happened this morning. So? Do you wa-"
"Of course! I've got nothing to do at home. Wher's the party at?"
"SunFire pack house. It's badass! You'll love it."
"When's the party?"
"Tonight! It's Jake's birthday!"
"OMG! Happy birthday Jake!" I say as I hug him tight when we hear a growl. I barely realized that Karo was sitting nearby. He's such an asshole.
"You can say that again!" Seirin says with a grin on his face.
"Huh?" I ask with a perplexed look on my face.
"You said, 'He's such an asshole'. We agree. He plays with girls' feelings when they least expect it. His biggest slut toy is Stacey. She's such a whore. She wanted to make out with all of us. She asked us last year. So that's why we made the pact. To stay loyal untill we die. Unless resurection is real."
"Wow! You guys are such sweethearts! So, what do I have to wear?"
"Anything! But wear a mask. It's a masquerade party. Cool, right?"
"More than cool. Amazing! I've always wanted to make my own masquerade. This is going to be awesome."
When I finish. my sentence, the bell rings, meaning we have to go to class now. When I'm about to leave, I hear shouts from outside. I see someone who looks like Jake on his knees with blood on his hands while he tries to wipe the blood away. When I see who hurt him, I see him. Karo. He's hurting one of my friends. Why is he beating him up? I try to make my way through, but when I try to stop Karo from punching whoever that he's punching, I see that it is Jake on his knees. I stare in shock as poor Jake can't defend himself because of Karo's strength. I'm sick of him. I'm sick of him cheating on me. I'm sick of him thinking he's so powerful. But what sickens me the most is that he's beating up Jake when he did nothing in absolute. When Karo's about to kick him again, I get in the way. But Karo sends me flying into the air. Now I'm angry. Once I shift midair, I fall on my paws and charge at Karo. Once he's on his back, I walk over to Jake who's falling unconcious. I feel bad for him. What'd he do to get beaten up by Karo?
"Move!" I hear Karo yell as I turn around to see him. He has a bruises in his jawline ans seems a bit dazed by the way he's walking.
"No! I'm not moving from here! This is my friend who's hurt and I will not stand by to see you hurt him!" I growl at him. My fur is standing at it's ends when I talk to him.
"Listen to me! You're my mate and you will listen to me! So move!" How dare he?!
"How dare you?! How dare you defy me?! I'm the white wolf who was loyal her whole life! You don't deserve my respect." I say as I start walking towards and towering over him. "Why would I listen to you! You had sex with other girls. I was loyal. I waited years to finally see you. You can play with your slut toys, but not me nor my friends!" I say as I realize what I've done. When someone challenges the Alpha and wins, that person who challenged becomes Alpha. I'm Alpha...I'm Alpha and he will listen to me...
When I walk towards Jake, he has a worried look on his face. I stand him up for him to walk. Once he takes a few steps to walk he nearly falls, but I grab onto him. He's more loyal than anyone in this world. When he told me in the cafeteria his deepest secret, I felt bad for him. His mate was Stacey and he rejected her for the same reason I reject Karo. I do what I have to do while I hold Jake onto my back that way he won't fall when I carry him to the nearest first aid kit. I turn around with Jake on my back and look at Karo with a smirk on his face. When I'm clear of what I'm going to do, I finally say,
"I reject Karo as my mate!" I hear gasps as Karo stares at me angrily. To make the statement true, I turn around to see if Jake is okay. He's unconcious, but has a firm grip on my back. I lick Jake's face to make my statement. Jake's my mate and I wouldn't change it. The bruises that were on Jake's face disappear slowly as I keep licking him. I hear a growl and turn around to see Karo burning with fury. I don't care so, I run towards his pack house.