Asylum(KNJ FF)

Patient 5

After I finish cleaning up the art supplies we used, I head straight to Mr. Jung's room. Once I scan my card, unshackle him, and send the guard out I apologize, "Im sorry." He smiles this bright smile that will light up even the grumpiest peoples day, "Sorry for what?" I chuckle, "for being late of course. Taehyung had a little moment." He laughs understanding.

From his record I saw that he killed 108 women. When he was 11 his fathers new wife had raped him. Damn, how much of a bitch can you be he was 11. The woman he killed all were released from jail after only having a couple years in jail His fathers ex-wife was among them. Wow, Im not surprised she is. I wish I had the guts to face my sexual assault person. They consider it rape because even though he didnt penetrate with his teeny-weeny, he did penetrate with his fingers.

"Anastasia!," Hoseok yells and I snap out of my thoughts. My cheeks get red from embarrassment, "S-sorry." He stares at me intently, "What were you so deep in thought about? I called your name 7 times." I look down, "how were you able to face your rapist?" He seems taken aback a bit, "It was super hard, but...." I sit up straight a bit more, "But...." He looks me in the eyes, "I'll tell you how I did it, if you tell me why you wanna know and why you were lost in your thoughts."

I ponder for a bit before answering, "Well, when I was 15 yrs old I was already in college. There was one professor who would give me bad grades for no reason. I went to talk to him when I knew he had a break..." I pause for a bit, "when I walked in I asked him what I could do for him to give me my well deserved good grade..." I take a deep breathe. "He said that it was 'simple' and all I needed to do was have sex with him. My heart dropped to the floor Hoseok and I obviously declined. Now, Hoseok, what do you think he did next?, " I questioned. He sits for a bit and adjusts himself before saying, "I think I have an idea but you can tell me."

I nod and continue, " he started to t-touch me up and d-down. He took my first kiss. He forced me to do things to him that I was uncomfortable doing. It soon started to get worse and he started to rip my clothing off..." I reluctantly let a tear fall, "but, I kneed him and ran. A male student, who I am now very close to had seen me and beat the professor down. He gave me his hoodie and held him down until the cops came. He's actually close to Mr. Wang and introduced me to this hospital. But, I got this job on my own." He looks at me, "I knew that I would never be that weak again to not only her but to the eyes of the world." I nod, "So be a fighter and not just a survivor." He nods and I understand.

"Are you and that guy who saved you dating?," he questions and I laugh, "God no. We're like siblings to each other." He gives me his sunshine smile, "Whats his name?" I smile back," Mark Tuan." The 5 minute knock is on the door and I look at Hoseok, "so, any requests Hoseok."" He nods, "Yes, just call me J-hope and I'd like some Dance time. Also never be scared to cry. It doesn't make you weak, it makes you stronger." The guard comes in and I nod, "I'll try my best." With that I give him a farewell and leave.