Why Me?.. (DNF angst And Maybe Smut)

Chapter 4

This story will be based off of what happened in my life so

TW
-Self Harm

-attempted suicide

-toxic parents

-rape

-pills

-and strong language

George POV:

Dream is asleep..i think?..

I grab the a blade from the bathroom and lock the bathroom door, i take off my hoodie and toss it to the bathroom floor, after i do that i slowly drag the blade across my arm as i watch the blood spill out.

I do that for a couple more times until i hear dream wake up, i quickly hide the blade and clean the blood as i try to put my hoodie on, just in time because as soon as i get the hoodie on i hear dream knock on the door.

"George, what are you doing?' I hear him say, i answer with a simple "nothing, ill be out in a minute!" "Okay" i hear dream say after about 2 minutes i walk out trying not to make it obvious i was doing something i shouldn't in there.

Dream's POV:

I notice George is acting really weird, i decide to ask "George, are you okay?, you seem weird?" George replies with "I'm fine" but i know that OBVIOUSLY is NOT true, but i leave him be in case he gets upset cuz ill be honest, He's been really moody lately and i don't know why?

George's POV:

I can tell Clay knows something is up with me but i don't need him getting me some dumbass therapist, therapists can all suck my ass. I walk into the kitchen and get a glass of water before Clay walks in the kitchen and gives me a confused look.

After about a minute he tells me something.

"George i wanna talk, you've been acting strange and you've been wearing long sleeves and hoodies, it's SUMMER"

I uh- i just find them comfortable, stop worrying so much.

(I'm tired of POV's- )
No ones POV:

Dream can tell something is wrong tho, he asks George to pull up his sleeves and George refuses, now Dream REALLY knows what George has been doing. "George come here" George goes to dream with a scared face. "George have you been..cutting?"

George starts crying into his hands and Dream hugs him. George why didn't you tell me about this?

"Because I thought you wouldn't care and-and"

George gets frustrated that he's stuttering and starts bitting on dreams shirt, Dream seems to notice george got frustrated and carries him to their room.
They cuddle and fall asleep.

2 weeks later

They talk about getting George therapy so he can TRY to stop SH, they try it out and it goes well enough to distract George from self harming again.

Dream has been taking care of George, what he didn't know is that George is still getting the thoughts of ending his own life, he wouldn't know that George planned to take his life that day.

Dream im gonna shower!

"Okay George!"

George gets in the bathroom and looks for the pills. Once he finds the pills he takes his water bottle, he pours half the pills in his hand and starts taking them, before he can finish the bottle Dream walks in because he forgot his towel and catches George trying to take his own life.

"GEORGE WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?! HOW MANY DID YOU TAKE!?"

George just stares at him.
Dream carries George into the car to take him to the hospital, on the way there George starts getting dizzy. He closes his eyes and wakes up in the hospital. The first person he sees is his Toxic ass mom and his abusive dad. Dream walks in and just stares at george.

"Why would you try to do that.." He asks in tears

"I-" George can't say another word. He tries but just can't so he starts crying too. They both hug each other until one finishes crying. The doctor asks the people to leave so George and take a nap, so the people leave.

In George's dream:

I wake up to hear my mom screaming
"LET ME GO, I CANT BREATHE"
I run downstairs and i see my step dad choking her on the wall. "OH MY GOD PLEASE STOP, SHE CANT BREATHE" i yell. He doesn't listen and starts yelling at her. I start scratching him to let her go and he stops choking her and puts her down.
You think that's all? Think again.

When i was 6 and my little sisters were 5 and 4 he tried setting our house on FIRE with US INNIT. We had to sleep outside for the night in a PARK because we were so scared to go back in.

Another time i remember sleeping on the Sofa and then hearing my mom scream. "STOP, YOU'RE HURTING ME. HELP"
i run to her room and see my step dad trying to TAKE HER EYES OUT. I scratch and hit him until he stops, then he grabs a wood cutter and tries to bash her head in but me and my younger siblings smack him with hard stuff while I block him from hitting my mom, (there's more but lets not get into those)

George wakes up from his nightmare crying and sweating. He sees Dream looking at him with a worried expression on his face.

"George are you okay?"
"Uh i- yea i-im fine"
Dream kisses George on the forehead and lets him relax.

5 days later George is able to go home, when he gets home he eats some Cereal and then takes a shower to get ready for bed, Dream does the same thing and they both cuddle. But dream wakes up to see George gone, he worries and realizes he is in the bathroom, he usually uses the bathroom around midnight so that's why, dream waits for george to finish in the bathroom and they both get back in bed, George thanks Dream for saving him that night and then they FINALLY got to sleep

Word count:

1008