I call it love

First time in love

Growing up see love already existed before I was born. Was not my major concerned, after all everybody fall in love.
But how? When and by whom was my major questions.
I remember as a small beautiful baby girl in nursery school.
Watching small boys,white and black back in 2000's.
Was joyfully, and best memory I guess.
Sitting opposite sex, a boy and a girl in each desk,was it a gender balance or maybe  I don't know exactly what was it.
I had a best friend, he was black. He was nice to me.
And we were neighbors.
We used to go home together, it was nice seeing him all the time.
His name was Gerald. Nice name right?
He was tall, and handsome too.
I still remember his eyes, when he looked at me. We were young and free.
A kindergarten kids I bet I can't say I was in love because I didn't want to see him anywhere around with any other girls.
I felt like crying when I see him laughing with other girls and not me.
I don't how was it but now I call it love
I was first time in love.
Have I said he got a nice smile. Yes he did.
Sometimes or I guess often I stared at him.
He never noticed, It was good to me.
How do we say when a heart skip for a bit when someone you like talk to you. Not just talking to you but talking while looking at you.
My goodness that feeling, oooh that feeling it's beyond an explanation.
and I had that feeling when he talked to me.
It's good to be in love and I have to admit it I was in love with him.
So one day I don't remember the day exactly.
I was sitting alone in my desk and he came with snacks.
I have told you he was nice to me so yes.
He did share some with me.
We didn't say a word while we were eating remind you, We were kindergarten kids.
Eventually some other girl. Now I hate that girl. She came and ruined our moment.
He came and sat besides him.
Argh, I almost screamed with anger.
Can someone learn to leave us alone.
It was crazy right?. I know. I know.
She greeted us and ask for snacks.
He gave her without hesitation.
He was soooo nice human being.
Maybe that's the reason I liked him. Should I say I loved him. Nope. Not yet.
Ok now you can go. That's was my thought.
But she didn't go and it pissed me off.
Ok ok ok see who is trying to be nice to him
She was talkative and I was a shy girl. You can imagine how hopeless I was.
Poor me.
They started talking and I was a listener.
They talked about cartoon mostly and I was like was it the time.
I was jealous right?
Yap I know.

Hey guys hope you like the first chapter.
Please, vote and comment.
Thank you