This can save people. This makes me sound full of myself, but it is true. If you want stop reading now. Go ahead. I don't care about reads or views or votes. I want to get this to the people that need it. That are holding on by a thread. Trust me 100,000 kids 10-14 die a year. I want to bring that number down to at least 99,999. I want to make a difference in the world. In school I don't feel like I help at all. I feel like I can't help. I want to change that feeling when I get on here.
Most of you probably think that I'm an imposter, that what this is isn't really me.
RaibesValdez1. You're the only one that knows me for who I truly am.
If that was read aloud you wouldn't know it was me.
I know someone who was an inch from their death. They planned on causing it they were going to be one of the hundred thousand. I want to stop that from happening. That is why I write. That is why this is important to me. This way I feel like I have done something for the world.
This is also a therapy for me. I am not a philosopher at school. At school I act so people don't truly know who I am. If they knew it would be worse. I would feel exposed. My act is like a protective membrane. I feel safe with it on. Like I won't get hurt. The things they make fun of isn't really me, so I don't get hurt.
If I do it hurts bad.
I like to feel like I have made difference. Don't you?
