(Chapter 10)

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    While Alicia was taking care of Gaia.
Lexa went to the cell that they were keeping this person everyone was following.

Once she entered. She saw who it was and got a little disappointed.

Lexa:"You know. I'm a little disappointed in you. If Lincoln was here he would be two"

Octavia stood up quickly and stood face to face with Lexa

Octavia:"DON'T.... Don't you dare talk about him.... You banished Lincoln out of your lands. which made him go to Arcadia. Which lead him get killed..... You don't deserve to say him name."

Lexa:"I DID NO SUCH THING. Is that what he told you?...... Do you want to know the real reason why...... I did not banish Lincoln he chose to go there because I was going to kill Bellamy for what he did....... He said to let him live because he new how much he meant to YOU....and if he dead you would of suffered.......so he said he will go to Arcadia to keep watch on HIM .....for YOU...... So HE died for you....... If he could see you one last time.........he would be disappointed in you......"

Octavia:"I-I.......UM..... The day he died....... A few weeks later I found out I was pregnant.......... I-i lost the baby because I was depressed of his loss... I didn't eat for weeks which made me lose it..... I blame my self everyday because of it......... Blood Raina in here for 6 years made me forget that... Leading your people made me forget my problems......... I'm-I'm very sorry Lexa really. Please forgive me"

Octavia said full on sobing on the floor kneeling in front of Lexa..

Lexa:"Were is that worrior that was Loyal to me. We're is that brave girl that would leave her people in a heart beat of I told her to..... We're is that girl that never cried for stuped reasons........ We're is that girl that saved me from getting poisoned...... We're is that girl that I trusted Soo much?"

Octavia kept her look on the ground wail answering.

Octavia:"I-i don't know"

Lexa:"Will when you do fine this girl..... Let me know..... But for know you will be staying in this cell. I will keep you healthy with food....... Just send for me when you fine her"

When Lexa was about to head out she heard Octavia speak.

Octavia:"I promise heda that. I'll fine my self again and earn your trust back... It doesn't matter how long it takes. I will fine my self I promise"

Lexa:"I know you will Octavia"

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Alicia took Gaia to a different cell then Octavia.

Alicia:"I'm really disappointed in you gaia. We can't trust you anymore..... First you threatened my niece's life. Then you tried to kill mom. Then.... Then you tried to kill our sisters wife..... Know she has a child to look after... Imagine if you did kill her..... What would happen to Madi hu...... I can't even imagine a little girl ask for her mother. Ask when she going to come back. Ask when she can see her again..... I can't imagine her tears when she finds out she will never see her again..... That's why you are going to stay in here forever. Because if lexa find out you tried to kill Madi..... Your days in this world. Will end in 3 seconds..... Your even lucky I'm not telling her"

Gaia:"I'm sorry okay...... I messed up....... I'm sorry I didn't get to grow up with Mom....... I grew up with our father ..... He told me Soo many bad story's of mom and you guys.... I'm sorry that I became him....... I don't want to be this person father made...... I want to be Good nice to you guys...... But every time I try..... I hear this voice in my head to that tells me.... That what I'm doing is bad to do the opposite......... I NEED HELP ALICIA..... PLEASE HELP ME....... PLEASE Ali. Please help me I need help"

Alicia got down on the floor and hugged her big sister who was crying on the floor.

Alicia:"Gaia if you told me this in the beginning...... I would of helped you in a heart beat...... Don't worry I'll help you.. but you are going to do what I say. And drink what I make for you. I won't tell Lexa what you did... All I ask from you is to try what I ask okay"

Gaia:"okay"

Alicia:"I'll come and check on you once a day. But you staying here got it"

Gaia:"Yes thank you"

Alicia:"Anything for my big sis"

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Clarke is sitting outside watching kids play with eachother Wail Madi slept in her arms..... When Madi woke up she got off of Clarke's lap.

Madi:"Can me play In sand mama?"

Clarke:"of course you can sweety. Go a play but remember I have to give you a bath when you go to sleep ok"

Madi:"Otay mama"

Then Madi went to the sand and started to play.

Clarke Is sitting watching Madi with a smile on her face.
She can't wait to tell Lexa that she has a child.
She can't wait to see her reaction.

Lexa came up behind Clarke and sat behind her.
She then kissed Clarke in the lips with much love she had in her.

Once they were done kissing Lexa looked in Clarke's eyes and whisperd In her ear.

Lexa:"Come on let go somewhere private"
Lexa said Wail she was touching Clarke's stomach from the inside of her shirt.

When Clarke heard this she new right away what she wanted. A while back Lexa had a conversation with Clarke about kids.
She told Clarke that she wanted a kid Soo badly with her that in that same day. They made love with eachother trying to get Clarke pregnant with her child.

But then all of Titus happened and Lexa died not knowing she got Clarke pregnant the first time they made love with eachother trying out for a baby.......

Clarke felt soo bad right know for Lexa. Because she missed Madi's first Everything's.
She remembered Lexa talking about teaching her kids first everything's.
And how exciting she was for a kid. She was not ready to tell her she missed everything with her.
But she needed to tell her she deserves to know the truth.

Lexa got up and stretched her hand out for Clarke to take. Once she did she pulled Clarke up and began to kiss her neck.

Clarke:"I need to tell you something love"
Lexa:"It can wait love. Let go make a kid"

Lexa said to Clarke with much love and excitement in her voice.

Clarke:"Lexa that's the thing I need to talk to you about........... When you died few months passed and I found out I was pregnant. By that time I was all alone because the nuclear boom happened I had to deal with having the kid all myself and rasing her myself.......... Lexa we already have a baby. Her name is Madi and she's 5 years old"

Lexa:"WHAT!!!!"

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