𝗥𝗲𝗴𝗿𝗲𝘁? - 𝗔𝗲𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 (✔︎)

𝗜𝗜𝗜 - 𝗔𝗲𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿.

𝘼𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙨𝙛𝙞𝙚𝙙?

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Lo lagi duduk diatas rooftop, mikirin masalah hidup.
Dari kakak lo yang jarang bgt pulang ke rumah karena kerja, ortu lu yang sering lakuin kekerasan ke lo, sampe crush lo yang udh punya pacar dan BAHKAN GAK MENTINGIN PERASAAN LO.

"I was pulling out my hair..
The day I got the deal, chemically calm
Was I meant to feel happy that my life
Was just about to change?"
Lo katain itu lirih, mulai nyanyi.

"One life pretending to be the cat who got the cream,
Oh, everybody said, '(nb/name) is a dreamer.'
People like to tell you what you're gonna be,
It's not my problem if you don't see what I see,
And I do not give a damn if you don't believe!"

Lu mulai nangis dikit.

"My problem, it's my problem,
That I never am happy.
It's my problem, it's my problem,
On how fast I will succeed."

"Are you satisfied with an average life?
Do I need to lie to make my way in life?"

"High achiever, don't you see?
Baby, nothing comes for free~
They say I'm a control freak,
Driven by a greed to succeed,
Nobody can stop me,
'Cause it's my problem if I want to pack up and run away!
It's my business if I feel the need to smoke and drink and sway,
It's my problem, it's my problem if I feel the need to hide..
And it's my problem if I have no friends and feel I want to die!"

"Are you satisfied with an average life?
Do I need to lie to make my way in life?
Are you satisfied with an easy ride?
Once you cross the line, will you be satisfied?"

"..Sad inside in this life, unsatisfied, prayin',
..Sad inside in this life, unsatisfied, waitin'.."

"Are you satisfied with an average life?
Do I need to lie to make my way in life?
Are you satisfied with an easy ride?
Once you cross the line, will you be satisfied?"

❥︎ • Mᴀʀɪɴᴀ- ᴀʀᴇ ᴜ sᴀᴛɪsғɪᴇᴅ?

Lo duduk, trs meluk lutut lo.
Gini-gini, lo juga pernah minum.
Lo juga pernah ngerokok.
Dan lo pernah overdosis obat.

Dan itu masih lo lakuin ampe skrg.
Iya, lo dri keluarga kaya yang kelihatannya perfect.
Tapi nyatanya ngga.
Bapak lo, tiap hari bawa selingkuhan baru.
Mak tiri lo, Sering lakuin kekerasan ke lo.
Kakak cewek lo, asmoday.. dia diluar kota.
Asmoday satu-satunya orang yang peduli ama lo.
dan sekarang?
Gaada yang lindungin lo.
keluarga lo sbnrnya ga gini.
tapi, semenjak mak asli lo meninggal pas ngelahirin lo..mereka jadi kyk gini.

"(Nb/name)? Lo knp?!"
lumine liat lo lgi nangis.
Dia lari kearah lo trs Meluk lo.
"Lo..keluarga lo lagi?"
lo diem aja.
"oh..udh gpp, nangis aja.."

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𝙊𝙣𝙘𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙧𝙤𝙨𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙚, 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙗𝙚 𝙨𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙨𝙛𝙞𝙚𝙙?

𝑹𝒂𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒏𝒔𝒉𝒈𝒏.