SisterInnit || Ranboo x Reader

Chapter 15

TW:
S/lf h/rm (e,a)

----Teddy POV----
(ooh starting with my pov)

!!!!TRIGGER WARNING!!!!

I tried to sleep. But, I couldn't. I woke up, in cold sweats. With dried tears, on my face. Why am I crying? I thought, as I got up and walked to the bathroom. Why am I crying!? You just had a dream. That's it! You're supposed, to be stronger, than this. I grabbed the blade and started sliding it, across my wrist. Just 2. 2 turned into 4. Just a few. 4 turned into 8. 8 turned into 16. Until, I was covered. I've never done, this much, before. I looked at myself, in the mirror. But, it's worth. I thought, as I put the blade away and whipped my dried tears and bloody arms and went back, to the couch, where I was originally, resting.

(starting with some angst nice (i love angst sm you have no idea)

----Time Skip----

I stared at the ceiling. I've got nothing, else better, to do. I thought, as I sat up and walked to the bathroom, again. Y/n told me, if I needed help, to tell her, but... I can't. I physically cannot! Something's stopping me! And I don't fucking know what! I grabbed the blade and looked at myself, in the mirror. For the last time. I think, I need to end it... I thought, as I started crying, again. My cheeks felt wet and raw, from all the crying. I've never cried this much, before. Pathetic. I grabbed the blade and tried everything I could. Suddenly, I felt faint-ish and collasped, to the floor. Blood pooling, out of my body. Everywhere.

----Y/n POV----

I was sleeping, horribly. Everytime, I would hear noises, I would, immedietaly, wake up. Suddenly, I heard something or someone fall. What the fuck!? I thought, as I got out of bed. The noises sounded like it was from the bathroom... Oh no... I rushed to the bathroom and saw Teddy, lying there, blood pooling out of their body. I checked their pulse. None. Heartbeat. Very low. I, immedietaly, called the hospital and they said; we're coming, in about a few minutes, with an ambulance. I hope they hurry up. I thought, as I hugged Teddy, tightly. You're gonna make it. You ARE gonna make it.

A few minutes later, the ambulance arrive and take Teddy, they told me; we'll call you when they wake up. I nodded and headed, back, inside, crying. I walked over to my bed and slid, into Ranboo's arms.

''Hey love- hey, what's wrong?'' he asked, looking at me and whipping my tears.

Oh great. Now, I have to explain.

''Teddy... killed themselves... They aren't dead... dead... yet... But, they weren't breathe and... their heart rate... was... low...'' I said, as tears, started pooling down, again.

''It's ok. Teddy's gonna be ok. They're a strong person. They'll make it. I'm sure'' he said, pulling me closer, in a hug.

I hope, what he's saying, is true.

----Ranboo POV----

Honestly, I don't think, Teddy's gonna make it... Yeah. They're very strong. But, at some point... you have to realize... we aren't immortal. I thought, as I hugged, Y/n. We ended up, falling asleep, into each other's arms, until, Y/n's phone, rang.

----Y/n POV----

As soon, as my phone, rang, I jumped out, of Ranboo's arms and immedietaly, answered. It was the hospital... I was excited... and nervous...

''He-llo?'' I said, in a shaky voice. ''Hello... Teddy's not doing so great... But, you're allowed to come and visit... Make it, as quickly, as possible... because, I'm afraid, you won't be able to see them, in a while...'' ''When can I come and visit?'' I asked, hoping them, to say; now. ''You can come, now... actually'' they said, as I lit up. ''Thank you, so much!'' ''No problem, have a good day!''

I hung up, the phone and smiled, dragging Ranboo, out of bed and waking up, the clingy duo. They were, a bit, confused, but then, I told them and we rushed, to my car. We arrived there, a bit earlier, than expected, but it's fine. I rushed to the counter and said; Teddy_Bear. (pretend its my actual full name pls ty) They told me; room 404. I ran, through the hospital and finally, arrived. I opened the door and saw Teddy lying, on the hospital bed, with plently, of things hooked, onto them.

''Hey- Teddy. It's gonna be ok'' I said, grabbing their hand and rubbing circles. ''I don't want to though...'' they said, right above, whisper. ''Please, don't leave'' I said, putting my hand, to their cheek, ''I love you, to much, you're my best friend and will always'' I put my forehead, to theirs. ''Wow. I'm literally, in a hospital bed. You really have to friendzone me, like that?'' they said, joking and lighting up, the room, ''But, for real, you and Ranboo seem perfect. You don't need me. I really want to go. I can't deal, with this anymore. I, finally, told my mom, I was non-binary, but she didn't accept me'' as they said, that, it made my heart break, into pieces. ''Well- you don't need your mum. You have us'' I said, as they rolled their eyes, playfully. ''Really? I have to hang out, with british people and an american? Urg'' they said, rolling their eyes, again, smiling after ward. ''Oh, stop being, so canadian'' I said, as they laughed. ''But, please, Y/n. I really want to go. I can't handle it, anymore. I promise, I'll always, be in your heart, ok?'' they said, as I cried more. ''Yep... I love you...'' I said, standing up and whipping my tears. ''I love you, too... It's not a goodbye... it's a see you, later... Remember...'' they said, as I left. Their last words.

----Time skip----
(a few months
because I decided)

It's been a few months, that Teddy, passed away. Their last words, still swerm (idk how to write idc) in my head; ''I love you, too... It's not a goodbye... it's a see you, later... Remember...'' I've been restarting doing self harm and my life... was going... sorta... down hill. Ranboo was going back to the US soon, Tommy is just being... an egotistical jerk... and Tubbo... he's fine... I guess? I had to meet new people... my anxiety... was through the roof! But, they're really nice... I got close to Saladserns and Aimsey... and I guess, Freddie and Billzo, but they know, there's something wrong. Ranboo told them, how my best friend, my platonic girl friend, Teddy, past away. It broke me, again. I never, wanna hear, about Teddy's death, ever again. And I made sure to tell them, that. And they respected. Thankfully. Ranboo and Tubbo has caught on, that I was self harming, again. And Tommy, well- he was being TommyInnit. I need help...

THE END

(hope you guys enjoyed this book! im gonna make a sequel called; alive so yeah i hope youll enjoy that book as much as this one!)