Jerimiah POV
Ohh shit did dha doctor just say Kandi was pregnant. I'm shock asf ryte now. dnt get me wrong I'm happy dhat she's having my seed but damn dhis early is wat I wasn't expecting. I looked over at her n she looked disappointed. I'm confused dnt dha females suppose to be happy wen dey find out dey pregnant?
Me: Kandi are yhu ight
Kandi: ( she looked at me wit glossy eyes) no I'm not. I'm pregnant at 17. how am I goin to be able to take care of a child wen I'm basically one myself n plus my life who am I to bring an Innocent child into dhis cruel world dhat we live in jay ion want my child growin up around dhis ( damn she really put thought into dhat )
Me: Kandi calm dwn, ik how yhu feel bout bein young n having a baby while yhur still in dha gang but look at yo brother n jas, dey doin just fine n great n plus yhu got me to help yhu yhur not gonna be in dhis alone. ima be here every step ( I said moving next to her on dha hospital bed n holding her )
Kandi: ig yhur ryte but jay ion want my child in dhis gang mess n I'm not leaving dha gang if my family do. we work to hard to let sum one else run it
Me: I understand I really do but it's dha life we live n we can't control what happens( I said as I rubbed her bac. i understand her being scared bout raising a child in a gang, dhats sum I dnt want either but ik she won't leave dha gang.)
Kandi: yhu ready ( she asked bring me out my thoughts )
Me: yea
We walked out dha hospital n hopped in dha car. we were on our way to dha trap since we both had work to do. dha drive was silent n awkward.
Kandy POV
Omfg I can't believe I'm pregnant. part of me is happy n dha other part is just pure upset. tbh ion care bout me bein 17 n having a child it's just Im not fit for no child my lifestyle is not fit for a child. I'm constantly stressed out n plus of wat I do n ion want nothing happening to my child. dhis life I live is not suitable for a child I want my child to actually go places wit out having to be shot at or taken just because her mother is a Notorious drug lord daughter. ik y'all probably think I'm think this way to much but it wat it is. we pulled up to dha trap n I got out n scanned my hand. dha door unlocked n security let me threw. I walked to my office wea I see Malcolm sittin in dha chair outside my office
Malcolm: are yhu okay yhu look lyke yhu been crying ( he asked alarmed n standing up giving me a hug)
Me: yea y yhu stopped by ( I asked as we entered my office n I sat dwn behind my desk n he closed my door)
Malcolm: I came by to see wen my next mission n wer yhu coming wit me on dhis one ( he asked taking a seat in a chair dhat was in front of my desk. for those who dnt kno me n Malcolm have gain a friendship over des few weeks. he's a cool kid n romantic. he tells me all dha different places n things he do for his girlfriend.)
Me: yhur next mission is toma n I will be going. here's dha file n yhur payment for yhur last mission is in my fathers office n I'll get it once I put des papers up n file dem
Malcolm: ok I'll just rest on yhur couch until yhur done ( he said making himself comfortable in my office couch )
Me: ight
I started my paper work n finished n filed dem. while I put dem in my filing cabinet, jay came busting threw my door pissed asf. I looked at him crazy n he woke Malcolm up.
Me: tf wrong wit yhu busting in here lyke dhat yhu almost got shot
Jay: Rosco a bitch ass n once he get bac I'm Killin him
