Sarah Paulson|one-shot|

why..|S.P

|angst|

|Warnings: fighting, threatening to leave|

|Ship: Sarah × Y/n|

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"FUCK YOU SARAH" i screamed, me and sarah have been dating for two years and i walk in to our to see "YOUR FUCKING HOLLAND...again.." i said the last part quietly. I had tears streaming down my face, i was planing on taking her on a date and proposing to her "little one pl-" "NO FUCK YOU....I HATE YOU" i screamed the last part in her face, insent regret hit me in the face "y-you hate me" her voice breaking

|NO ONES POV|

Your face froze wanting wrap your arms around her and apologize but you didn't you backed up and started to pack your things "Y/N PLEASE" she yelled hoping to get you to change your mind "NO MS.PAULSON" she felt so bad for hurting you like this she never ment to hurt you, after all...she did promise to never hurt you "YOU BROKE IT YOU BITCH" your voice ringing with venom and anger scaring sarah a bit "PLEASE LET ME EXPLAIN" you breathed deep still not done grabing your things you spoke "you have till im done getting my things" sarah smiled and started to explain "ok..you know how we are secret right baby" you nodded rolling your eyes at the fact you guys had to stay quiet but you understood why, you were younger then sarah, younger that sarah was to Holland. "A-a-and she found out...and she told me if i dont see her anymore she would out us baby girl" you gaged at the name but kept listening, she came behind you and wraped her arms around you waist and thats when you felt the tears shes been crying

'Shes never cried this hard' you thought to your self, "please baby" "why.." she pulled back confused "huh? Why what" "why didn't you just let her out us" she sniffed and you could tell something was scaring her from saying it. You turn around and staire at her "because im scared on how others will react" you frowned, you have always helped her know no one would juge her but its been hard for a while since covid "im still leaving...i dont care" you said still having venom in your voice, you could tell sarah was giving up slowly on trying to keep you but she didnt know what to do "ill make us public" you widened you eyes quickly surprised she said that "RIGHT NOW ILL DO IT...just please baby girl dont leave me" you smiled a bit and nodded "really?!?!" You nodded and she grabed her phone "live, photo?" She asked "live and photo, photo first" she nodded and went to instagram and lifted her phone and kissed you snaping the photo when you kissed back "now live honey" she nodded and turned on her instagram live and saw everyone was joining fast "well" you said crossing your arms. She smiled big and ran over to you wraping her arms arounf you neck makinh sure your both in camera frame and kissed you hard on camera, she then picked you up by your thighs and layed in top of you on the bed "b-baby what are you doing your gonna get banned" "what im now allowed to kiss my little one" yoi blushed hard

"Oh" she chuckled and stood up "i love you little one" you smiled and got up and sat next to her laying against her and reading the comments seeimg a bunch of support and and some people juging you guys "honey dont read those ones, ok baby" she nodded and kissed your head

"I love you little one"

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Happy ending or i would have cried