Sarah Paulson|one-shot|

i have you...now| S.M

|not G!P|

|angst|

|blind and selective mutism reader AU|

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Grate another still not being able to see, i lost all my vision when i turned 3 it sucked and was the worst day of my life. I got out of my bed and changed carefully and walked out cane in hand, when i first came here i was told the halls were a maze and they weren't wrong, and being blind makes it worse, i mean yeah they have brail but it never helped. I sighed as i made it back to my room once a again "need help baby girl" i heard i was frightened at first but then they said their name "sally, sally mckenna. Now i do believe i asked you a question" i quickly checked my pockets to find my note pad but couldn't find it having me stress because i cant learn sign language because well i dont realy need it "its very rude to not respond" i frowned and and still unsure on where she is "well? You gonna talk" i started to tear up and tapped my cane a bit to know where i am "helloo, i know you can hear me" i could she was getting angry, scaring me i step back a bit still unsure where she is and end up tripping having me fall, makine me squeak "EE!"  I heard my cane be picked up since it was near me, i started to cry not knowing whats happening or if its still this sally lady "whats this for" she said, is till didn't speak i was to scared to

I then felt something over me making me flinch, a hand then grabed my jaw harshly "speak NOW" i flinched again trying to pull away but her hand got tighter making me whine "o-ow" i whispered i was scared i didn't know who was their yes i know her name but that doesn't mean anything i just met her and im already scared "speak" her hand moved to my neck squeezing making my eyes widened "gonna talk now" she spoke sounding like she had a smirk on her face, dose she like me scared? I grabed her wrist feeling it get tighter "s-so-sor-sorr-sorry" i stuttered i haven't spoke since my moms funeral which was when i was 3 im 26 now.. "see you can speak" i moved my hand to her face feeling more scared, i felt her flinch under my touch making me flinch to but i still kept it there feeling all of her features on her face. My thumb ran over her cheek bone feeling that they were sharp and down to her cheeks and feeling they are hallowed and then to her jaw how straight and shart it was, i moved my hand to were her lips are and carefully felt them like how soft they are and how plum they are "what you you doing" she spoke harshly, i moved my hand to her nose runing my thumb from the top to the bottom making her nose twitch and me giggle a bit and then whine in pain when her hand griped harder "WHAT. ARE. YOU. DOING" she said harshly making me flinch but i still kept my hand on her and moved to her eyebrow feeling a smooth but still strong arch and that they were scrunched together "i-i-im so-sorry" i stuttered again "your scared arnt you" i shaked my head being more calm now that i felt her face "hmm sure" i felt her smirk under my hand and i just tilled my head confused "do you not see him or something" "b-blind" i said and i felt her smirk drop fast "realy" i nodded

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That was a few months ago and now sally never leaves my side everr, if im out of her sight she panics which makes me feel bad because i have to leave soon to see family and i know it wont end well it did start well ether

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"Where are you going pumpkin" my head snaped up not knoing she walked in, after being with her ive been talking more but only with her "i have to go see family, bubbas" i said as i felt around for my phone "baby give me my phone" "i dont have it" i rolled my eyes "then you cant call" "fine" she placed my phone in my hand and then pulled me in "do you really have to go" i sighed and nodded "yes sally" i carefully zipped my bag and picked it up "you packed all your things.." i frowned "are you realy going to see family" "yes i am, but im gonna be their for a while sal" "no your never gonna come back" her voice broke making me frown "im getting eye surgery..and they want me to stay with my family" i spoke "really? What happened the last time they said that" i frowned remembering, they said they found a surgeon but it was a lie and they just wanted to send me to a blind school "sal.." i spoke lowly "no, its fine go" her voice was back to normal making me sad but i didn't let it show "ill stay" "tch, sure" she scoffed and i heard her walk away, i droped my bag hearing a thud from it making me jump a bit "ill stay" i said again "no, go i know you want to" i felt my cane around and then taped her foot with making her kick it away "s-sal" my voice broke in fear and sadness "i said to go, y/n!" I jumped a bit and started to tear up "sal please" i cried

I sucked so much not being able to see her face, it hurt more tho "y/n!" I looked down and nodded

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Its been a year after that, i did leave and got the surgery..but i ended up going fully mute. Sally hasn't contacted me since that day which hurts but i got over it never fell in love again tho "Y/N!" My mom screamed from downstairs. I walked down and saw the countess "y/n.." i looked down, count walked over and huged me but i just stood there. She pulled back and spoke "we miss you...especially sally" and thats when my tears fell "you were her reason honey, her reason to stop, her reason to love...you were hers, her home y/n" i fell limp in countesses arms crying wanting to say sorry but was able to "y/n..go home" my mom spoke. I nodded and went to get my things "already in the car" my mom spoke. I nodded and walked out to lizzies car (countesses name is Elizabeth<3 for thos who don't read my sally book) when we got to her car i sat there looking out the window of the car

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We got back to the hotel and anxiety hit me it scary.."a lot to take in huh" Elizabeth spoke. I nodded and walked in and just looked around and thats when i saw a blond with fluffy hair she then looked over to me and liz with only anger in her eyes, she got up fast and walked over "what are you doing here!" My eyes widened once i heard her voice but didn't speak "hmm!" "Sal..shes fully mute" Elizabeth spoke lowly making sallys eyes widened "w-what?" I looked down and bit my lip, she realy is beautiful but scary. I felt a hand on my face making me look up fast seeing sally with now hurt in her eyes "its my fault isnt it" i quickly shook my head, i moved my hand to her cheek and smiled softly she quickly pulled me in her arms.

"I have you...now"

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Did i cry making this yes is it 1000+ yes