Carl gallaghers girl

"What happend to your face?"

5:20 Am. I woke up really early today, so I could have time doing my makeup to cover upp the bruise my mum gave me last night because of the tiniest reason. This hurts like shit omfg.
I hate her, I really do.
But this wasn't the first time tho, she became a junkie out of nowhere and dad won't talk about it. Why won't he leave her?

I picked out my outfit for the day, black oversized jeans with a dark red sweatshirt.
I went down stairs to get something to drink, skipping breakfast today, the guilt from yesterday wasn't a good feeling.
I checked the clock and it was almost 7 am, it wouldn't bother anyone if I came a little early to school I need to work on mine and Carl's project.

Carl was wonder why she left yesterday without saying anything. Did I make her uncomfortable?
Maybe I shouldn't have taken off my shirt, boys these days can be really nasty and disgusting, but I really felt some kind of connection with her then, she smelled so good and her brown eyes are so pretty, but I won't fall for anyone, I can't.

It looks pretty chill, Evelyn thought, no ones here. I'm walking through the corridor on my way to the classroom when I hear load breathing. I follow the sound by curiosity and it leads me to the bathrooms, sooner I start to hear moaning and I immediately know what's going on.  Laughing for myself I'm about to walk out of there when I hear familiar voice,
"That was great" I hear someone say with a satisfied voice
"That orgasm made me forget about that short ass slut, omg I can't stand her, 'Evelyn you bitch change schools thank you' " she said laughing.
It sounded like.. Valerie? What the fuck.
Did she call me a slut? For what?
But I wasn't sure it was her so forget it why would she say that anyway.
"Nah she's kinda hot, what are you talking about" I heard a boy chuckle.
"I didn't say she's ugly or anything she just thinks she's so much better then me god"
"Listen Val we're just fuck buddies don't talk to me like we're besties forever or something, get dressed and leave, the boy said"
"Whatever, Val responded.
It's Valerie I'm sure if that.

Walking in to class I spotted Carl sitting there alone at his desk as usual, he gave me a muted hi and even smiled a little but I could tell he still was upset about yesterday. Not gonna lie I would've been too as well but I'm not sure If should tell him what happened, I don't know I just feel.. kinda embarrassed?
It was my fault after all.

Lunch time came and I was sitting in the cafeteria with Valerie and the others listening to them bragging about some party they've been to.
-This hot guy came up to me and offered me a drink on god his so obsessed with me, Valerie shouts
-For real he couldn't keep his eyes of you Val!

How lame.

I hate this world. I wish it would come to an end soon, very soon.

If I only could I would create a bomb that would destroy the whole planet, but that of course is not possible so suicide is the only thing that would take me away from this planet but i'm not so hyped about that.

Before I moved here I used to have a lot of friends, we would spend time together all the time, but as time passed I became more and more tired, all I wanted to do was watch tv and be on my phone til 4 am.
I came up with excuses to not hang out with my friends just so I could sleep, I would steal cigarettes from my mum just to feel something. I stopped caring about my grades because I was not going to get a job that would lead to a good future.
I was not planning to stay.

My head was finally back at earth and Carl was waiting for me to snap out of my thoughts.
-Alright, alright sorry I'm focused now, I said
But he wasn't saying anything.
-Hey, you good? I asked softly.
Yes it's alright, he responded, shall we get to work?
Your right.

We were finally done, what a relief, I was packing my things ready to leave when Carl spoke.
-So uhm, about yesterday..
-Don't worry Carl, I was just late I said trying to act normal.
-So what happens to your face?
He had noticed? When? How? I covered it up? I stood froze.
How how how how how.
-I fell on my way home yesterday but it didn't hurt don't worry, I said with a smile.
His eyes got colder.
-I don't think that's the truth and I really want to know the truth.
-My mum was drunk, she didn't mean to.
That was the only thing I got myself to say.
Carl stood up and walked towards.
What is he.. before I got to finish my thought he hugged me. He didn't say anything. I hugged him back. His scent. Just like yesterday, it gives me comfort.

Sorry if I made some spelling wrong. Take care <3