Chapter 15

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*Faiths POV*

I'm not gonna cry....

I'm not gonna cry over a dick..

I'm crying over a dick..

I don't want him back if this is how he'll be in our relationship...

*knock* *knock*

"Who is it?" I whimpered out rubbing my eye with the back of my hand

"It's Drew"

Oh shit...

He can't see me like this....I look like my caca (poop)

"Umm...g-give me a sec...I-I just woke up"

"Were you crying while you woke up?"

How did he know!?!

"Maybe but it's not your concern"

I ran to my closet and picked out a light blue floral dress with some small colorful flowers and some brown sandals with a straight line of flowers. I cleaned my face and added a small amount of makeup and walked out to go and invite Drew inside.

"Cut to the chase Drew"

"What chase?"

"Your here for a reason"

"Oh..that..yeah..well I wanted to know if you w-wanted to c-come back"

"Come back where?"

"Like to be my b-boyfriend again"

"...oh....uhh...I-I'm not sure Drew I'll have to think about it since you did hurt my feelings...."

"Look I know the things I told you during the break up where horrible I just thought it was best for the both of us if we just separated I thought oh maybe if I tell her some things she'll leave me and wouldn't come back"

"Why would you even think think that Drew? You know I love you and you break up with me out of no where just so it would be best for us! How is this best for us" I said pointing between each other " if anything this is worse for the both of us...if crying and feeling so much pain is better for us then congrats cause that's exactly what you did.."

I noticed how his face softened and so did his eyes "I made you cry...I'm so sorry...i hate seeing you like this..."

"Apologizes don't work with me and my anwser is no I don't want to go back to you.....once you loose me you can't get me back"

"What if i can convince you that i won't ever leave again"

"Yeah sure....im positive you will leave again"

"No im not going to leave again because...Im in love with you"

"And you think im not...."

"I d-didnt know...."

"Well now you do...." i said forcing a fake smile on my face but failing before walking out of the room

I felt a warm liquid drop down my left eye. I remember someone saying that if the first tear falls from your left eye its from pain and if its from your right eye its from happiness or something else.

I can't lie I did want to be with him again. He made me so happy. He saved me from rapists and really horny old guys with short dicks. He was my first kiss. He was my first love. He was my first break up...

He had no reason to break up with me especially when he said he loved me. Don't they say if you love something set it free and if it comes back it's yours? Yeah that quote is bullshit. Why would you let go of something you want to hold to forever? That just makes zero sense.

"Faith!"

Uggh he's looking for me now...now I have to act like I'm sad and that I'm hurt even though I actually am I just have to act more hurt than I really am...I hope those acting lessons paid off...

"What do you want?" My voice cracking

"I wanted to get back together with you....my true love"

"True love? That's just gay shit right there"

"If I was gay would I have kissed you?"

"You never kissed me"

"Yes...need me to remind you how my lips taste again?"

I couldn't even say a word because he was already kissing me. Now I know why I fell in love again....because these moments can't be taken away....my love for him can't fade away....his lips were always the soft minty type that knows how to move swiftly move with someone else's.

Drew Sanchez

I'm

In

Love

With

You

❤️

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