on the walk home

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*....

I want fragrant vacant attention and I rationalise it as a relationship. That pretty face and those 

hands on my skin in just the best way, coursing up and down: loving just right.  An episodic 

feeling that is always always always constantly recurring. A wink at me and an arm always 

sitting on my shoulder that is pulling me close at a quiet needy demand. I want a peaceful 

visitation on another's body- sweet kisses and that exciting secrecy that keeps us all alive - 

written letters and resting on each other's laps. I can't tell whether I want a romance at this 

undefinable stage. 


 * Maybe just someone telling me I'm beautiful and wonderful

Maybe needy desperate sex

Maybe making love

Maybe a simple platonic wonder that seeks to become me

Maybe I just want distraction from a tearing loneliness  *


"Just come to me, explore me and I'll do the same for you until I'm ill"


We can simply be each other's gallery pieces

Hopefully an artist will name us 

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 18, 2022 ⏰

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