I knew it was getting bad again when all i wanted to do was lay down
I knew it was getting bad again when a smile was harder than a frown
I knew it was getting bad again when the money started getting tight
I knew it was getting bad again when we didnt eat every night
I knew it was getting bad again when i said im fine
I knew it was getting bad again when i felt like i have no time
I knew it was getting bad again when i didnt feel like pushing
I knew it was getting bad again when my thoughts started hurting
I knew it was getting bad again when i felt like i wasnt wanted or needed
I knew it was getting bad again when my head felt haunted and i pleaded
I knew it was getting bad again when a simple conversation became exhausting
I knew it was getting bad again when the voices started talking
Tell me if im so important why am i so easy to replace?
Smiles hide the tears behind my face
I sit here and ask why
Silent tears begin to fall from my eyes
~A.W.M
