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𝖎𝖙𝖘 𝖞𝖔𝖚 | 𝖛𝖔𝖑 .02

I stopped looking under my bed for monsters once i realized it was me.

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Arms filled with bruises, clothes with dry blood, at this point you didn't know if the blood was yours or another person's.

You were walking, holding you're wound that was opened, you soon spotted a clinic as you walked over there while sighing in relief, that was until you realized it was closed.

"Fucking hell" you spoke, placing a fist on the door so you didn't fall over. "There's gotta be something over here somewhere" you muttered, looking around when you spotted a piece of wood. "That'll do" you spoke, grabbing the piece of wood and walked back to the clinic "sorry doctor nakajima but it's either me or you're clinic" you muttered proceeding to slam the wood on glass door, breaking it.

You stepped in, grabbing some alcohol, bandages and some Vaseline. If somebody walked in, they would see a female with both ripped black cargo pants and a long sleeved shirt.

Grunts and curses were heard around the room "damnit, hurry up y/n!" You muttered in anger, placing on the bandages. You opened a cabinet that held some clothes. "Not very fashionable but it'll do" you spoke, extending the clothes in both you're hands

You wore a black hoodie, leggings and some vans. You were on you're way out when you saw an envelope that you assumed had money "alright, I'm going to need this~" you spoke, taking the money out the envelope and placed it in a backpack you found in the cabinet "yeah, definitely normal, just a girl that looks like she was used as a punching bag and literally just broke into a clinic" you muttered, stepping out of the now broken door.

You were walking, when you remembered that you had to check if you still had you're phone on you, luckily, you did but it was broken and didn't turn on anymore. "I'll just buy a new one after buying some food, who knew a doctor got payed this good" you whispered to yourself in disbelief and continued walking in silence.

You didn't know if they forgot about you, or if they already moved on. But you wanted to be with them to hug them and apologize "I miss them" you whispered all of a sudden, looking down and being met with a tear placed on the cold concrete that soon became into more.

You swore you probably made a trail of tears as you walked but you quickly wiped them and kept on going.

"I'll try to be with you guys, no matter what it takes"

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The entire building was silent with a gloomy aura around it, the only sounds emitting from steps, coughs or breathes and some of their phones.

It was lonely without her, they missed her a lot.

"Guys loosen up, y/n would have probably beat our asses if she saw us like this" spoke ran with a slight chuckle when he remembered how chaotic and happy this house was "you don't know what she would have wanted if you're not her" began sanzu in irritation, making the tall male frown

"I might not be her, but I know her enough to know she would hate seeing us like this" replied ran, slightly raising his voice at the pink hair who was glaring at ran, while ran did the same

"Let's not fight, she would have hated it more, and I know both of you are aware of that" spoke rindou, smacking both males heads as they slightly winced "I guess he right" muttered sanzu as he extended his hand towards ran who rolled his eyes and shook the male hand.

Rindou swore that it was like having two kids apologize to eachother

"I really need you y/n, I can't get over you alone, I'm already having trouble getting them to move on" he muttered with a shaky voice
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A/n: ill try to post as often as I can since I having exams rn but I hope you have a good day/ night <3