Lover boy- Fezco story

Mckay's party part 1

I hate parties with a burning passion I only go because Kimmy forces me. I hate dressing up, the people and especially my brother. He always there usually drunk forcing his tongue down Maddy's throat. I feel bad for her my brother is an asshole and Maddy the sweetest whenever me and Nate would fight she would always stick up for me. She was like the sister I never had she always promised me no matter what happens between her and Nate we would always be close.

1 year ago

Maddy: Do you like it? 

she finishing putting makeup on me 

Me: I feel Stupid 

Maddy: What? everyone feels stupid who cares?

I look at myself in the mirror not really knowing who I was staring at because the girl in the mirror wouldn't take shit from anyone, wouldn't give a shit what people thought of her, and would walk around like she owns the fucking world 

Maddy: Do you really feel stupid?

I shake my head 

Maddy: Then chose not to feel stupid 

Me: I don't really know if I can 

Maddy: 90% of life is confidence and one thing about confidence is no one knows if it's real or of its not. 

BACK TO THE PRESENT 

*knock knock*

I open my door to see Maddy and Kimmy holding a bunch or bags and outfits 

Me: what the hell are you guys doing here 

Maddy: we are going to the party 

Kimmy: yeah come on lets find you an outfit 

Me: No no no no im not fucking going 

Maddy: bitch don't make me drag you out of here

I roll my eyes knowing that they aren't ever going to give up 

me: fine fine 

they drag me to the bathroom I look through the clothes they brought I ended ump choosing this one 

as soon as I put it on I felt insecure hated myself and wanted to get back into my sweats 

Kimmy: cheer up and lets find you a guy hopefully

Maddy: yessss 

we do our makeup and hair and we start to leave 

Nate: you aren't leaving the house looking like a whore 

I look down upset 

Maddy: Nate would you shut the fuck up and leave Austyn alone she looks great 

he rolls eyes and we leave 

we pick up Kat and BB

Me: hey BB lemme get a hit 

she hands me her vape 

I take a couple hits 

Me: holy shit is that Rue

Kat: I thought she was dead

BB: I hate ghost 

I get out of the car rue is one of my bestfriends when she overdosed I stoped doing everything (except weed) 

Me: Rue Rue ( Ive called her that forever)

Rue: ay Texas ( get it she calls me that because my name is Austyn)

Me: how are you * I hug her*

rue: Ive been better 

me: are you sober ?

Rue: 5 days 

Me: I am so proud of you are you going to Mckay's party ?

Rue: yeah you?

Me: yeah come on we will give you a ride.

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