winter

6.0

" the next morning, I had Christmas with my family. late that night I had to fly back to England to start off our world tour.

I regret leaving.

I regret not listening to her.

I regret not knowing her name before today.

because today is the twenty seventh of December,

two days after she committed suicide.

but that's why we are all here right?

we all loved her,

cared for her,

and we are all going to miss her.

we can't do anything now,

but we also can't dread not doing something before. we didn't know.

we can't change the past.

so I say we move forward as best as we can,

keeping the image of her picture perfect smile and her cotton candy colored hair in our minds,

and all the love she gave in our hearts forever.

I know I will.

because this winter,

I got to know this amazing girl,

saige rose.

I didn't know what I had till' it was gone."