ARE YOU WITH ME?

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So how did I make friends in ten minutes now?

I let out a laugh that broke the silence of my room.

"I have a friend!"

And of course I'm crazy.

I was trying to replay what I had experienced in my head and try to understand it, because this shit happens once in a blue moon! 

I got on well with my parents and didn't have breakfast, nothing unusual.

I went out with the right foot, could that be? Superstition.

I fell off. Could it be that I was pitied by a command from heaven? Then let's be friends with everyone who falls!  Skip this.

I had good communication with him and was not excited. So as much as possible.

"Oh, I made friends in ten minutes!" Another scream and laughter.

As with all good things, this too had an end. Now it was time to return to the realities of life. It was time for a suffering session for an ex on the brink of depression. I took my phone out of my bag and put it on the bed. After a few seconds of staring, I dialed the number I knew by heart. It was a racon. You get angry and delete your girlfriend's number, but you know it by heart.

According to the tactics of the love doctors I watched in the videos, I definitely shouldn't have called, but if I was a very sane person anyway. I tried to make him love me again with the tactics I watched in the videos and  bring him back with rituals.

''Hello. '' I wonder if he deleted my number?

'' Hello. ''

Yes, I said hi, I was going to be a  good girl. I had already cursed a ton after we broke up, now I could speak normally.

Our separation was very painful on my side. Not interacting with people as much as possible,  eating a box of chocolates and watching movies and, of course, crying.

"Sylvia, how are you? ''If you really care, would you call?

''Super, you?"  I'm like shit, how can I be, I have an insecurity problem because of you.

"I'm fine too, how's it going?"

"I just moved into my new house, this place is great."

It should have been like this, I moved into my new house, this is the top of the mountain. I don't have any friends, there is only one, but he became my friend by force. By blackmail.

"I'm happy for you." Wow barefaced!

"Do you have a girlfriend?" I said at once.

Hello I'm  sticky ex-lover.

"Sylvia, don't start again."

What exactly should I not have started?  He was handsome and had a well-shaped body, a general culture that would make people question himself, and hobbies that would make people disgusted with his life. The man could riding a horse!

"What am I missing from those horses?"

Lesson 1: Never speak without thinking, never!

''I'm also good at...Mmm...''

Good at what? Running like horses?

Lesson 2: Never forget the lesson 1 rule and never leave the ending of sentences to anyone's imagination.

I slapped my forehead and tried to digest my disgrace. When I got excited, silly things were getting out of my mouth, my body was trembling.

"Sylvia, I don't care, I have a girlfriend right now. ''

"Oh god damn you!" I said, bellowing, as if a hooligan had come out of me and someone from his team had been fouled.

"Sylvia, hang up the phone! ''I hung up the phone and threw it away.

"Here you go, they hang up on you like that!"

I rolled my eyes and went to the bathroom. Turned on the water in the tub, went down to the kitchen and prepared myself a nice fruit plate. Didn't I deserve this? I think I deserved more. After I went upstairs and left the plate next to my tub, I put a moisturizing mask on my face, dropped one of my colorful bath bombs in the tub and played my music. Everything is ready, it was time to relax after bothering the person who was bothering me.

Lesson 3, rain falls on those who deserve the sun the most. So never give up.