he looked like an angel
his brown fluffy hair
his bright blue eyes
his just-tall-enough height
his smile
his laugh
fuck.
and then there's me
brown long hair
green eyes
short but not that short
weird crooked teeth
weird loud laugh
but i still considered myself the prettiest girl ever
but i still felt insecure
every time another girl would pass him and he would glance
he isn't mine
he probably wont ever be
he doesn't care about me at all
but there's still a little hope
jealousy
happiness
the glances and stares from across the room
sometimes not just opening my snaps
it gives me just a little hope
i won't see him everyday in 3 months
and idk weather i should be okay with it or not
should i be happy it happened and move on?
should i still try?
that decision is one of the hardest i'll ever make
and still it's so simple
fuck.
the prettiest girl ever, and i still feel so not enough when i look at how pretty he is
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A/N
this is a short vent from actual experiences in my life, like shit that's happening right now. I feel kinda hopeless in this situation and needed to get it off my chest, i don't think anyone would read this but ey:)
