Mommy (teen pregnacy)(Completed)

*Chapter 1: Liz's Point Of View

I sat on the edge of my bed looking down at my toes as my mind raced with a million thoughts. Wondering if I was even made to be a mother and might be one in less than a year. Wondering how stupid I could honestly thing. Trying to remmeber what was honestly going through my mind that night. Nothing good obviously. Did I even think of the condom? Not remembering should tell me. I'm a teen, this could not be it. Please, Lord. I will never do it again if you just give me this pass.

I exhale as I slowly stand from the bed and walkes towards the bathroom leaning against the doorframe. Thinking back to thay night it wasn't the best idea. I was with my boyfriend, we were drunk and decided it was time. I regretted it just a bit, the liquor giving me bad judgment. We had been together for three years now, and I would never regret him. Just the timing. We were going through it just a bit but that's probably because we have been very busy with school. Now here I was, about to be busy with a baby.

I stare at myself in the mirror, exhaling as I tightened my ponytail. I was braking out which could have been a sign of my period, but my period hasn't come in the past three weeks and I'm never late. I could smell just about everything and my stomach turns around and around throughout the day. Google has told me it was either pregnancy or my cycle coming. My cycle has yet to come, and I'm going crazy so this was the last option.

I turn hearing the door of my room open and it was finally time to find out the truth. Alexis, one of my closest friends gave me the box and I exhaled opening it, and pulling out the stick. I couldn't explain how hard it was to pee on it, but you could imagine the difficulty of peeing on a stick.

I flushed and put it on the sink while I washed my hands. I opened the bathroom door and sat next to Bri and Alexis who sat in silence.

"Whatever happens we're here." Bri said breaking the silence.

I sighed "Well it takes about twenty minutes."

I tried to think of the positive, but all I could think of was the negative. I could be left on my own or my parents might kick me out. I never went through this all of my sister's got lucky and failed the test. I would be following my mom's footsteps. Maybe it will all go great being pregnant at sixteen. I can do it.

After waiting a little pink line appeared. I smiled then it dropped once the next one appeared giving me a positive pregnancy test. I gasped and Bri snatched it out of my hand looking at it, at that moment I knew I was in trouble. My whole life has just shifted!

"Its okay we got this." Bri announced a smile on her face.

"Liz?" Alex asked

I couldn't say anything. I stared at the pregnancy test that I held in the front of me. All I could think of was that I was going to be a mother at sixteen. I was going to be a mother. My duty as a women was to reproduce, but this was not the time. I mean I'm sixteen years old, I am selfish. I want things all to myself. Mom is going to kill me, no not kill me. She was going to kill Jeremy. I am not ready for this.

The vomiting, extra pee, weight gain, what ever else came with a baby. I wasn't ready for the loss of sleep, thinking about someone else other than myself. I was not ready for the lost of friendships. I should give it up, no because Mom will still find out. Abortion! No one will ever find out I have ever even had sex. I could just call a clinic that does them and make sure the bill isn't sent to my house. Yes!

I grew sad thinking how awful that statement was. Placing my hand on my stomach I think of how something with a heart was growing in there. A real life human was being made in my uterus. It was bad luck, out of all of the couples in the school we were the ones chosen. I mean, was it going to be that bad? I will loose friends, but it would be better that I lost them now rather than when I really needed them. Millions of women do this all the time why couldn't I?

Then I thought of Jeremy. He wasn't stuck with a baby, now was he. His only part was to lay over me, without protection. He was not going to know how I feel and he can leave in seconds no look bad. Would he honestly leave his kid? Me? He said he loved me, but you can always fall out of love. Right? We are kids. Jeremy can easily leave me with his baby and not look back ever again. That's what scared me. I can't be a teenager who got pregnant and left on her own. Could I? I'm scared.

"Liz." Bri whispers setting down the white test on the counter top and I looked at myself through the mirror then turned dropping to the floor.

They dropped beside me and I leaned on Alex's shoulder trying not to cry. But they just escaped from my eyes and not long a groan came after. They hugged me tightly and I cried harder in their arms as I lifted my hands to cover my face as sadness overtook me.

What am I going to do?

___________________________________

So heyyy. This is actually my first pregnancy story. And I know your probably thinking. Nooo not another pregnancy story. So typical. But I've always had a thing for pregnancy stories and things of that category. I hope you enjoyed my first chapter sorry it was short but you know. What can I say. Love y'all and have a good day or evening. Thank you for reading and Enjoy!!!