Mommy (teen pregnacy)(Completed)

*Chapter 4: Jessica's Point Of View

I mean what the heck!? Pregnant! At sixteen. I mean I take the pills, we use condoms. What went wrong?

I take a deep breath as I lift my hair into a low bun and pushed back the baby hairs. I wipe my tears away and looked down as I tried to figure out what I have done. Knowing Ethan I would have to keep the baby, which meant four humans in one small little house. I grew sad thinking of the freedom, I have and was now about to loose. My life was changing and I had no more control of it.

I lift my foundation and fixed my face. Once done I slowly walked downstairs and looked down. Ethan sat his mug on the counter. The house silent as I felt a sense of insecurty, too scared to even look him in the eyes.

He walks around the island welcoming me into his arms. I wrapped my arms around his body instanly as the tears dripped down my face as my breathing hardened. We stayed like that for a while. Until, of course the baby had to ruin the moment. A wave of nausea passing me again. The smell of his perferume sliding down my throat. I trap my mouth trying to hold it in as I pulled away from him.

Somehow I found my self hovering over the toilet. The pain of my tummy haunting me as I layed my head on the toilet seat, calming down my breathing. Ethan walked in minutes after with a cup of orange juice and a smile.

"I called Jonathan." He handed me the cup of orange juice.

Jonathan is my ex boyfriend. I caught him cheating with my best friend Ane two weeks ago. How emotional that was. Loosing two people in one day. It was the second time too and instantly brought me back to that day. But now me and Jonathan had to share something. A baby. Honestly I didnt want to be alone to do it either. I didnt make this kid on my own.

I drank the orange juice down before speaking, "Okay. When is he coming?"

"After school." he answered and exhaled sitting lifting his own mug to his thin brown lips.

"Wow. What a wonderful day."

I slowly stand and he smiled. I just passed him, sat my cup in the sink and walked to my room before climbing in my bed and laying on my warm pillows. I was exhausted and was happy I didn't have to go to school. Before I could even think of what the plan was for tonight I was off into the darkness of sleep.

I fix my position and exhaled opening my eyes once feeling a leg in my way. It was dark outside and the clock red, six. I was asleep all day. A smile crept on my face though, thinking how good the sleep was and how it was much needed.

I slowly stand up and walked towards the bathroom down the hall. I use it, washed my hands and yawned as I stretched and walked into my room, closing the foof behind me. John was a tall Latin man. He was a little bit chunky with nice pink lips, and very curly hair. He was my first and only boyfriend and basically killed my trust before I could officially have any.

I climbed in the bed and laid beside him. His eyes opening from my movment. A smile crept on my face as I lifted my fingers and touched his lips lightly. He just chuckled and grabbed my hips. He moves closer, his lips touching my own. My body weakening instantly as I fell under his spell and he slowly climbed onto my body.

He slowly pulls away from me and pushed back my messy hair, his voice light as he says, "Hey. Beautiful."

"Hey sexy." I whisper them I took a deep breath as I shoved him off of me and sat up, "Wait."

He smirked, "So we're playing dirty. Huh? Okay." He laughs again, "I see."

He took off his shirt revealing his sexy body. He stands then swiftly picked me up by my hips and pushed me against the wall. I wrapped my legs around his waist and giggled.

What am I doing?

He began to kiss my neck and I just needed him to know before we both do something very stupid. I mean I guess we moved passed that, he can't get me pregnant again. I smile crept on my face thinking about it. But it dropped once realizing my life and how we honestly weren't together. Johnathan really hurt me and its something he can never take back.

"Jonathan." I whisper finally, sadness creeping up on me.

"Say my name."

"Jonathan, I'm pregnant." I reply killing the mood instanly.

He realeased me and sat me on the floor. My throat began to swell and my eyes watered. This is when I knew he was going to leave. This was going to be the end of us.

"I know." He took a deep breath

"You what?" I asked obviously suprised. He just looked down as I sniffed and wiped away the fallen tear.

How did he know about the baby? Did Ethan tell him? I don't think he would do that though. That was my place and my brother knew that.

"Well first I saw the pregnacy test when I came in and the condom broke after we had sex. When I took it off I realized it after you left." He explained

"And you didnt tell me? I take the pills what about that." I cried

"You remember that cold." I nodded "Well thats when it happened you stopped taking the pills."

"Ohh." I wiped my tears. "Are you gonna stay and help me?"

"Of course, Jessica. I love you and this baby." He kissed me, "I am so sorry about what I did. I swear I would never do that again." He says and I hug him and nod quickly, "I wanna be here with you and the baby."

I just cried in his arms. All I could think of was how hard it is going to be raising a baby, and even harder by myself. Maybe I could give him another try and hope me and this baby is worth it.

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Didn't see that comimg did you? I hope yall like it. Dont worry more drama is to come and happiness. I hope. Love yall, my little readers. Update Later. Thanks.

*Chapter has been RE-READ & EDITED*