Hi I'm janny, I'm 12 and consistently live in my older sisters shadow. She is only 2 years older then my but it feels like a million. Her name is Layla and she has thick wavy brunette hair, tanned skin, green eyes, perfect body and perfect Hight. Where as I have thin dirty blonde hair, very pale, brown eyes, scrawny and very tall.
Layla has lots of friends and isnt shy, she gets perfect grades and always wins in her dance competitions. I am really shy only have a couple of friends I get bad grades except for English and I do no out of school activities. My family consistently compares me to her and says things like ' maybe join basketball you need to do Sport like your sister'.
Any achievement I get like an A in English or art my parents say things like 'when Layla was your age she got many more A's then that.
To make things worse it's so hard to hate her she's always so kind to me and congratulates for my achievements.
Even teachers at school expects greatly of me because of my sister as soon as they see my last name they start rambling on about how amazing my sister is.
I'm tired of it
