Finding Maddison

chapter 5

She's more annoying then him

So Vanessa and Elliot have been mushy all morning and all after noon I swear if I hear another pet name I will rip their throats-

Awe snuckums !

I smash my fry in my hand feeling the potato in my hand squishy and mushy just like Vanessa and Elliot.

I slam my fists in the table, snatch my tray from the table speed walk to the trash throw my food away and walk out the cafeteria slamming the doors against the wall.

I go to the girls restroom and scream.

This isn't fair She's a wanna be whore okay maybe a little over the top but I mean ugh how long has she know him ??? I've seen him since we where in diapers I mean he had to notice me at least once at one point in his life.

Ugh I sound so desperate thing is I can't help it I've loved Elliot the day we met if I can turn my emotions I would. I wish there was an off button to make all of this go away.

Sometimes I feel like hiding from him....but I can't if I do he gets hurt when I deny it he knows I'm lying when I lie or admit it I hurt him and I don't intend to.

It's just nothing is working I tried getting over him but that's not working either.

Sighing I get off the floor and walk to my locker. I grab my stuff and start walking to main school doors.

Before I can open the doors Elliot is there with his concerned face.

I sigh and bring my hand down the side of my face. What Elliot ?

Why are you leaving ?

Looking at the door I say. I "feel sick".

Don't give me that bull crap.

Giving him my most serious face. Leave me alone Elliot even if I wasn't sick you wouldn't be able to help me with my situation.

I turn around to pick the door open but before I do Elliot grabs my wrist.

Maddy please tell me what's wrong these past few days you've been distant.

I've been distant I think to myself. You've been busy with your new barbie toy.

What happen to us Maddy we use to be so close.

I know but I guess where not anymore. With that I walk out the school and go home.