obviously, they aren't just friends, but they also aren't lovers, nor enemies... what are they? their emotions and relationships just as complicated as their story after they've met, it's almost as if they pulled a trigger and didn't notice somethin...
After my long ass conversation with Wanessa, I decided to call Sujin. The two of us mostly texted each other or send memes, but I kinda missed her voice, and when everything becomes again normal I can do things I did before without being watched by no other but people I want to look at me at a particular time.
Sujin answering the face time call instantly showed me the Beomsok laughing face which unknowingly made me smile back
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"uuuu looks like someone likes babies" Sujin laughed as I cleared my throat and put on a serious face but only after I saw the fucking 'user mother took a photo of the face time' or smf like this-
"fuck you, I only laughed cuz he's ugly as fuck" I said as she scoffed
"says the one who looks like a fucking roach," she said as she flipped the camera back to herself
"I don't get how you and your baby can look almost the same, but he got that ugly laugh from Mark tho" I chuckled as Sujin laughed
"if only you didn't give away your both ovaries you'd probably get pregnant a long time ago with some random hot dude, and then you'd get to know how it feels to have a baby" she chuckled
"Sorry, not sorry but knowing my party lover ass from before, I'd probably get rid of it as fast as I heard abt it's existence, even tho now I..." I stopped before taking a breath in "well I kinda feel like I'd panic a lot and overthink so much that I'd leave it to be even if he or she- or they wouldn't have a father. Only if I knew they're gonna suffer a lot after being born I definitely wouldn't want them to not be in pain for so long- if you know what I mean"
"I get you, I totally do. But even if you would get pregnant I feel like you'd be a good mom, even for an alone mother with a child or more, you'd do way better than most of the mothers these times. And that'd be because you were rising yourself almost all by yourself but that's a different story, which would help you with your kids later on" she said as the baby behind mumbled something and she answered it in baby language
"I feel like being on therapy for mothers who are about to give birth" I chuckled as Sujin sighed
"You're 23, you also almost got married yet never tried anything about having a child- It's not like I'm judging you right now Miyeon, but you can't keep on having fun and risk your life so young. I know you can't have a child anymore and I told you that before when you'll get older you might regret giving both of your ovaries away... I'm just worried that when that'll happen you'll start feeling down" Sujin said worriedly
"I know you're worried about my life, but I don't really need a happy marriage life to be fully satisfied with my life Sujin-ssi" I smiled
