Now you can say you know me. (a y/n and ashtray story)

dont look.

"what's your deal then" you ask.
reg grabs your neck with one hand and has his gun to your head with the other, "speak another word and i will kill you"
"sure you will, 'reg'" you laugh.
"you little sh-" gun shots cut off reg's sentence.
"ASH??" you scream and run out the door throwing reg against the wall, to see ash standing up covered in blood.
"y/n dont look, just stay there" ash begs.
You look down to see them on the floor, the dealers.
"ash what did you do"
"they said they were gonna do things to you i couldn't- i just- fuck" ash worried your gonna see him differently.
"you were protecting me?"
"ofcourse" he reply's
"hey it's okay, let's just clean this all up and go okay?" you say calmly.
"are you not scared of me?" ash makes eye contact with you.
"ash trust me i have seen way worse, let's just leave okay?" you reply, blocking out certain memories.
"something worse than murder?" he asks.
"way worse, someone i love" you nod.
"what the fuck just happened" rue adds.
"i don't even know bloo" you reply.
You guys go home, little did ash know you and rue are very fucking high so you really didn't know what just happened.
"um ash"
"yeah?" ash looks at your eyes.
"i'm very high right now, so remind me what happened in the morning for my full reaction okay?" you do a bitchy smile.
"wait you were high? the whole time?" ash asks.
"yeah." you smirk.
"for fuck sake, what if you hate me in the morning??" ash stands up and starts walking in circles.
"i won't hate you, you were protecting me, no one has ever protected me before, I've always been by myself."
Ash stops walking and stands infront of you, while you sit on the sofa, "well i'm here now okay?"
"..i know." you reply looking into his dark brown eyes.
Ash leans over you and kisses you.
Deep down it's what you've been waiting for, you really liked ash and his murderous personality.
In all honesty it just made him hotter.