him-euphoria

shit,fuck

As you would have imagined me and Rue got dressed, I'm wearing a cute silk long sleeved dress, while she just wore shorts and a baggy tee as usual.
"OWH, SHIT, FUCK" i screamed, hopefully mom couldnt hear. I mean she knew I swore in all but I just said 2 cuss words in "her house"

"Jesus what the hell happened dude" Rue was rushing into the bathroom. "Well, nothing looks wrong"rue said, I just rolled my eyes

"I fucking burned myself, ON THE NECK" I'm just looking at Rue so maybe her 7 brain cells can uderstand what I meant. "IT LOOK"S LIKE A

FUCKING HICKEY" I striaght up yelled at her and within less than 2 seconds she wasdying of laughter, her hands flying up and then down. What was she trying to do with the wave?

"What is so funny about this, what if mom sees this?"

I was just looking at her with my full undivided attention. "Let me see it first before you start going all ballistic on me" she was moving my perfectly straight hair out of the way until she got to my neck,

"dude it's already swelling, sorry it looks like a real life hickey. Are you sure this sint your way of covering up that thats a real one" she looks at me dead seriously,

"Rue, why the fuck would I do that, I wouldve hidden it better, dont think that low of me. A certain dingin kept going of which made me look at rues phonem

*new text from*

rue looked up at me straight away, and with that she started reading it outloud. "dude I'm texting the guy, what if he is a serial killer I'll tell you what happens after our date, see you at the party."

Looking back on it,she probably would have just been better off going to McKay's.

But...here's the the fucking thing that pisses me off about the world.LIke everytime someone's shit gets leaked, wheather it's J. Law or Leslie Jones, the whole world's like, "well if you don't want it out there, don't take the nudes in the first place.

"I'm sorry. I know your generation relied on flowers and father's permission, but it is 2019, and unless you're Amish, nudes are the currency of love so stop shaming us.

SHame the asswholes who create password-proteted online directories of naked, underage girls. I felt the consent shaking "ayo you ready to leave" rue said, i was spaced out in my little own world.
"Yeah lets go" i said running out the doors, draggin reu along with me.

5 minutes passed of me and her walking cars just kept going past us until one rolled down their windows ''Yo, Casper, Claudia! You want a ride?" rue just walked up to the cat "why thank you."

we both hopped into the car, BB, Kat, and maddy were in there. I was squished in the middle, the whole ride was boring. They were listening to shit music and rue was just spaced out, probably already high. And then after we hopped out the night got weird, rue went to the bathroom for quite some while and then  i just got lost in the crowd with

random highschooler.

I was hopelessly looking for someone I knew, I mean it kinda sucked not knowing anyone.

Until I saw a 6 foot redhead and his brother.

"Yo claudia whatcu doin here."

fez was looking straight at me "nothing much, i came here with rue but you know she lowkey kinda left me all alone, so now i'm here with you.''

I smiled. I wanted to get closer to Fez, he seemed very kind.

"Ashtray is on the couch so imma go over by him you wanna come to?"

i nodded my head vigorously "as long as you don't mind" i chuckled and then he nodded his head, no. we sat on McKay's couch which was surprisingly very comfortable, me and fez made some small talk about rue, ashtray just stayed quiet for awhile "hey guys ima go you know sell some of these, so cya.

Be back in an hour or so." ashtray just rolled his at fez's statement. "So you go to East High, right?" I just wanted to make some small talk because I was not going to leave this couch unless rue dragged me somewhere else.

"Oh uh yeah, how did you know?" he asked me while looking me up and down.

"Oh fez told me.'' I said as fast as possible, "so you guys were talking about me?" he just smirked, "Uh not really, he just said you were my age. I just asked fez if you went to east high, nothing big."

"I never said it was big" he mentioned, i didn't need to say that last part at all, oh my god.

I was just looking at him for a sec, i noticed some things about him, for one he could not hold a convo and was kinda a bitch, no offense to him. "Have you seen Rue?"

You ask."Nah sorry." Ashtray replies.

You sigh and stay sitting down next to him "Why are you looking for Rue anyways?"

He asks you."Well I'm mad at Rue but now I can't find her and I bet it's because Rue is doing drugs." I said in one big sentence.He looks at you making eye contact "Damn that's crazy, didn't she like just come back from rehab"

"Yeah I guess."

"Yo but what you doin at a party with a bunch of 17-19 year olds anyways?" He asks you.

"I could ask you the same question." You say while laughing a bit, he actually had a reason but Ashtray starts laughing with me.

"Wait what's your name again?" I asked him, I was smirking and "oh it um A.S Muncher, how bout you?"

"That's a pretty name, I like it," I said with a small smile on my face.

"Mines, Buck Nekkid. My mom says when you say it out loud, it is the most gorgeous name in the world" I chuckled as did he.

"That is the most beautiful name in the world, buck."
All of a sudden Ashtray's phone starts ringing and he answers it.''Yo, what's good?"

He says while looking at me with a serious face "Alright sure thing." He says. He starts to get up grabbing his bag and turns to face me,

"I gotta go, Claudia, it was nice talking to ya, but before I go. Is that a hickey on your neck?" He says smirking, then starts walking away.

"UMH NO ASH I SWEA-" he probably didn't even hear me but that was embarrassing but then I finally saw Rue, she looked high as shit.
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sorry guys ik this is bad i've had no motivation but i didn't proof read or anything so this is gonna suck ass.
sorry guys

it totally sucked ass i just re looked at it on my computer anddd... no it sucked omg guys i'm so sorry i had to read this piece of shit but on the other hand i think claud and ashtray r lowkey cute. i wish it was me. jk. not kidding. no bc jaden is cuter sorry, javon needs a better hair cut then he is mine forever. actually yk newt from yk mazefunner he is my love also tom. i love rambling on here bc ik no one reads jt.

i might make a story we're people cna just rang in the comment bc writing it out helps and k don't trust that my sisters or my r parents would find a real like pychical book. to scary asf

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