Mr and Mrs. Sweet's Stories

Hiding My Feelings

September 16, Wednesday afternoon and tomorrow is Julia's birthday and I started to plan a gift for her, so I started asking her friends and her classmates about her favorites and based on what I've asked, most of her friends and classmates told me that her favorite is chocolate and that brand of chocolate is "Toblerone" an expensive chocolate, wow I was shocked when they all told that chocolate is her favorite, then I asked her what is her favorite chocolate and she said "Snickers and Toblerone, why?" 

"Nothing, I'm just asking, it's your birthday tomorrow right?", I asked

"Yeah, I'm so excited Dan!", she said

"Well, I just wanted to say that..." 

"What is you want to say?", she asked

"That I have a gift for you... Tomorrow of course", I said

"That's nice Danny, thank you", she said

And hugged me tight again, she was excited of her birthday because she's turning 15 and my problem is how I'm gonna show my efforts to her if nobody wants to help me, meanwhile, I walked my way around and around the school and record my message for her and I said "It's fine by me, I will show my efforts to her, just to prove that she's worth it to me and to confess my true feelings for her, it's not a call of hormone but it is the call of my heart that speaks her name, her beautiful name, her sweet voice still marks in my mind, when she sing I always take delight on her, but I know it was all of my imagination and none of that will happen and I will never expect that she will love me too because we have many differences in life, social and family, she, belongs to a rich and wealthy family, she is a varsity of our school, she is a high ranking scout in their organization, she almost had everything and I'm just only a simple person with a simple life, and I don't if it's possible because our status in is completely different, I started to get down and give up my feelings for her, because I knew that her parents won't accept me as their daughter's boyfriend." 

So I guess that's the end of it, but suddenly Julia showed up and heard everything and said "Dan, you have a feelings for me?"

I was shocked by her question and I have no choice but to answer her question Yes

"Yes Julia all of you heard are true and you don't care what I felt for you or what are my feelings for you.", I said

"So is that it? Is that what you are now, rejecting me, I Love You Dan and you don't know that, I can't tell you privately because I'm afraid to be rejected and now this is what you're doing to me.", she said to me emotionally, and she cried and walked away from me but I chased her and 

I said "Julia, don't think that I reject you, I was only brought by my emotions because were different."

"Different? What do you mean?", she asked

"I mean that I Love You Julia, will you still love me at my worst?", I asked sincerely

and then she said "I Love You too Dan, and yes I will still love you even at your worst!"

And suddenly she kissed me at the cheek and I asked "Julia, why?" and she only smiled at me just like an angel fallen in love with me. I am very thankful because she loves me even though I'm just a simple person in life and it is true that Love don't really looks at the life status of a person...