Sunday, March 20, 2022
Again, not much to report. I'm sure it's just because it is a weekend. I talked to them more than yesterday. More of James to be exact.
Even though this isn't an exact relationship, I can still feel myself falling into the sad place I always go to. I have the feeling that I should push them away but it's going to be over tomorrow so there is no need.
I've been so tired all day (emotionally and physically).
I'm sure that tomorrow will be more excitable. I'll also give my over all consensus, some advice, and decision.
I love these people cause they are my friends. They always will be.
I think this is going to be it for today so yeah. I'm going to talk to James for a bit then I'll probably go to bed if it's late enough.
Just one more day.
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Polyamorous week journal
AdventureSo I have this polyamorous group of friends who have wanted me to be a part of the relationship for sometime. So I asked if I could be a part of their relationship for a week just to see if I am ready for a relationship. This is how it went.