" I'm sick in my heart
Every year around this time
Feels like suffocating from something
Without any reason every night in this cold
Severely severely, choking and breathless
I don't know, I don't know when you come
That long season of the year
When it rained frequently at that time
I was really curious
What the h*ll did you want?
It's selfish
Was it easy?
I wondered
I was a little coward
So what should I do?
So I breathed and when I cough continuously
I can't sleep
Slowly I′m drowning in tears that I dropped
I was overwhelmed with this awful cold
So many pills but I still can't close my eyes
I want you to save me from this paranoia"
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