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𝐅𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮

    The familiar tapping of something hitting the balcony door brought Hyunjin from his daydreams. His boyfriend was out hanging with some friends from when he was younger who apparently moved to this area.

   Hyunjin looked to the door seeing Felix there, his lips pursed and his hair slightly messy.

  Hyunjin hesitated, but stood up and walked out to his balcony.

   He felt the same comfort, he felt when he stood in that exact spot a year and some months ago.

   "You need to leave that guy." Felix stated.

  "I don't know what you mean." Hyunjin muttered.

   "He is cheating on you. Did you know that?" Felix said.

   "Felix, you of all people don't get to comment on my relationship."

  "Your brother and Jisung think he is cheating on you as well." Felix stated firmly.

   "They must have the wrong person,  because honestly speaking the only person who I think would do that to  me is you." Hyunjin stated.

   "Hyunjin that is a low damn blow. I love you, Jisung loves you, Chan loves you, and I am telling you right nowthat he is cheating."

     "Like I said before, you cannot comment on my relationship when you can't even commit to a relationship. I mean I should know. I loved you, but to you I was just a game. Unlike to you, I am not a game to him." Hyunjin let out.

    Felixs' eyes widened.

    His heart spoke before head could comprehend anything.

    "Fuck you. I am just trying to warn you that he is cheating and this is how you react. Fuck you honestly."

   Hyunjin clicked his tongue.

    "Right back at you Felix!" Hyunjin exclaimed.

   "You never even let me explain before you took off."

  "No, Felix, no. I didn'tlet you explain. You wanna know why? Because I absolutely hated you after what you did to me! After you fucked me for a stupid little dare!." Hyunjin stated.

    "I waited over a week just to talk to only to find out that you fucking left! Imagine how I fucking felt! I was so damn angry at you because you never let me explain anything!" Felix told him.

    "If you truly wanted to make shit right then maybe just maybe you would have tried harder, but no, you gone back to your habits of fucking a new person what? Everyday? Every week?."

   "Your pulling that damn card? The fuckboy card really? Unbelievable." Felix huffed.

  "Yeah, totally unbelievable. Is it honestly a card when it is the truth.? You seem to forget, I still have friends in high school. Who I regularly talk to. They only mentioned it once, but once was enough to know that you went back to your fuckboy ways." Hyunjin stated.

Felix shook his head.

  "Fuck you Hyunjin." He muttered going back into his room and closing the door.

   Hyunjin did the same thing. Taking a deep breath his back pressed against the doors as tears fell from his eyes. He felt, so stupid.

   As much as Hyunjin wanted to deny it, he couldn't anymore.

    He was still in love with Felix and nothing could change that, however things- people could get in between that.

   -

    "Did you here that?" Jisung whispered to his boyfriend.

   "Yeah.. I think it is safe to assume that the talk didn't go well." Chan said.

  Jisung sat up.

  "I am going to go check on him." Jisung said.

  "Maybe, we should give him a minute.."

    Jisung sighed a slumped down. This was getting difficult and they were barely even a week into vacation.

   -

    Felixs words wouldn't stop nagging at Hyunjins mind.

   He tried so many times to just shake off all the worry, however it got the best of him and here he was doing the one thing he swore he would never do.

  He was going through his lovers phone. The older was currently taking a shower. They went to the beach, so you know sand and stuff.

   Hyunjin had already showered.

   He did find stuff. Stuff he didn't want to find, but he found it and now he was hurting.

   Was he going to say anything about it? No, he wasn't. He would just keep quiet about it, because maybe it would pass over and he wouldn't have to deal.

  "Hey, baby. What do you want to do for dinner?" Edward asked.

    Hyunjin quickly wiped his eyes.

  "Uhm, it is up to you."

    "Maybe, Thai." Edward suggested.

  "That sounds good, uhm, I'll ask Chan and Ji if they want anything."

  "Actually, I was thinking we can go there just the two of us. Like a date, we haven't done that in awhile."

   "Uh, sure.. that sounds nice. I'll get ready." Hyunjin said getting up.

   Edward nodded and pressed a light kiss on the youngers forehead.

   Hyunjin pursed his lip and went to his closet.

   Just breathe...