Happy took a deep breath, arguing about which color she should take on. Is it blue or the red one? Her fingers intertwine, rubbing her thumbs against each other. She doesn't know how or where to begin. The negatrons are traveling through her head, and it's driving her crazy. She's scared of the truth and lies.
Her mind suddenly changed the phase to being at ease when the man gave her a genuine smile, indicating everything would be alright. The monitor could be a little bit blurry, but his sincerity was clear to her.
"I'm running out of dresses. So, I chose this plain white. Isn't it lovely? " She cleared her throat and prepared herself to let her heart out.
"Two hours is enough for me to fix everything right in the mirror. The colors would be a little hustle, but whatever clothes you might love me to wear, I'll wear them for you. Your smile is comforting me, it feels like home. And I promise myself to make sure I'll keep it up until this day and another. It's been almost 3 years since we last took rides, going to the highest peak to appreciate the view of the city lights, watching movies with our favorite actors, picking strawberries, hugs and kisses before and after our day. Everything was perfect, not until this illness killed the entire town. Ethyl takes over people's colognes. Even the mask gives us a hard time gasping for air. This pandemic ruined our plans, our careers, everything. But I am curious of this one thing. I mean two, or more. I'm curious if you still think of me as the woman with whom you share lame jokes. The one who can endure 24-hours conversation. An ice cream and a hug from you can cure her mood swings. Is I still that woman to you? Does the feeling haven't changed?"
She closed her eyes, feeling every touch of her hair on her skin. It was peace that turned her deaf at the moment. It was like being pulled out of a torn in a million. There was freedom from the pain that had been rumbling in her head for a couple months. She wasn't sure about the man's reply. All she wanted to know was if her man still loved her.
